where the mouth unlocks

achtung!

2010-01-01T21:08:00.004+08:00

this blog is now, dead.

thank you for wasting your time, xoxo.

arrivederci.

out of the league

2009-04-20T07:05:00.009+08:00

am i?

i didn't know. never knew. no one told me.

i may be exaggerating a bit, make that a lot, i dont know, you lot decide.

you over the sea there, probably to you it's not important, but to me it is, and know that i'm sorry i'm not there last night, i didnt know.

i still care, eventhough i never show it. keep that in your minds.

and i'm sorry to express it in this way. I'm truly sorry.

arrivederci.

say your prayer, but let the good times roll

2009-04-16T13:05:00.003+08:00

a six-days-late post. due to some unforeseen circumstances. haha. aku still amah dirumah wah… –_-

lets turn a few days back yeah? just for this special post.

10th April 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MA BROTHER, NABIL SUHAIRRIDHWAN!!

showing off his “infamous” Cullen fangs

we decided to do our traditional eating out together, the usual 5 of us, on that day itself, this time its at the Pizza Hut, Gadong. (isn’t it always been there? haha). so, as usual we ordered the foods, i decided to cut some eating levels in me, i wanna do some diets cause i feel weird lately and I’m really concerned its the way I’m eating, tapinyaa kannnn aku ni babal jua, i ordered the spicy beef pasta then pizza jua, then i ate the lagsana then.. bah i’ll stop talking about this hahaha.

sooo, the main highlights of that day was my brother’s surprise. haha apanah, kami pun surprised wah (especially my mum. hehe), because the surprise thing was made by the Pizza Hut’s workers! how do they know? my father tu sound2 arah drg, then i made it cleared by saying arah the waitress handling our orders - “it’s his birthday today baa, special treat ah?” haha. turned out the waitress, Mary Ann, took it seriously and voilaa! birthday surprise~ awww. sibuk wah the workers semua, since its just us in the restaurant that afternoon, its easier for all of them to come out and sing birthday songs to him. they came out, one guy played the guitar, all of them sang, Mary Ann walked in slowly, holding an ice-cream glass with a candle. for me, it was simple and sweet. nda payah do some planning, and just spontaneously come up with something really sweet like that, ahhh~ haha *smiles*

Note that, the pictures here i made it all “uncoloured” because ia limpas udah the date, thus it stays as memories here in my mind. awu ehh, brown memory ku atu. haha.

and so, the vain-ing started…haha

the anak-s vain-ing jua, birthday dude in the middle (HAHA duh! siapa lagi lelaki sana atu kan haha)

after a few pounds of fats gained inside of me… (sorry ah, no picture of me gobbling over the plates, licking it clean with pasta sauce smeared all over my cheeks, ermm yeah)… except this…..

- hold your breath, ladies and gentlemen.. please do avert your eyes, as this may cause immediate sickening, and weird nauseaus feeling in the stomach. Barfing bags are not provided -

-_-"

bah bah, udah tah, liat sini people.. here comes, the birthday surprise~

*jreng jreng* (guitar sound) Happy Birthday to you~

the Birthday dude and the Pizza Hut’s Pinoys (one of them said, our family mcm a Filipino family, haha hmm)

the sweet and simple birthday “cake”. love it. (tapi sumpak udah, laju urg atu makan… haha)

my brother’s 15 now. kali.. haha nada wah. bah ada urg kan berkenan sama kedia? HAHA. hmm

arrivederci.

let’s have some fun, this beat is sick

2009-04-08T13:25:00.000+08:00

AINUL HAKIMAH, baca ni!!

Eh Nul, aku dangar birthday mu hari ani, aii hepi bday eyh~

LaNjA eYhh~ kekekeke! mE bzFrN mU t0h, JgN AmVuNGz eYh. NyMaL kRg mE NiE.. :(

HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA. *cuts my head off*

oh.my.god.*inhale*, okay bah, better stop this, here it goes,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NUL!

as you can see here, aku nada hadiah untuk mu (pasal aku broke ni, haha), next time there will be one for you, sooo yatah kann, since i realised that my laptop here is half-filled with your face (–_-) i decided to compile SOME of them as your present. bringing back memories we’ve been through, and it serves as a very wonderful gift, a memoir. AWWW!! emo much! hahahah. but yeah.. *sniff*

so, Happy 19th(or is it 29th?) Birthday!

Lots of love, Susue mu.

(HAHA awu aku majal about this dari tadi pagi)

one more thing, you and i…alone..berkayak arah Temburong.. bila lagi? *eyebrows wagging* HAHAHA.

bah aku starving ni, few days udah, baik kau feed aku. :D

arrivederci.

wishing upon a star

2009-04-03T11:25:00.001+08:00

- 2th April 2009 -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUM!!

Enih Khairunisa Yusop~

wahseh, exposed eh nama tarus, haha whoops. but i won’t reveal her age lah ah? heheh *winks at mum* anyhoots, two days before the day, i called my dad (he’s in Malaysia, for a week) asking whether i should made a surprise for mum or not, he said “manasaja kamu”. i was a bit excited haha, but then kan..i’m always with my mum, 24/7 this whole week wah, so, it’s kinda hard for me to plan and make contact with anyone haha. Luckily, my aunt had the exact thing in mind with me, so she texted me about it and makin tia aku iskiiii hahaha wth.

Basically the surprise plan was simple, but lovely. My uncle asked her to come over to his new house after picking up my siblings skulah, kira kan meliat2 lah tu rumah baru, then later on, byk relatives came in bringing food, and the last one to arrive, my another aunt, was the one buying the birthday cake. the most cali thing was, setting up the candles on the cake, arah dalam bunit krita ani wah, hahaha, tapuk2 lagi tu blakang krita, that time my mum was having a conversation with my other aunt, we were all paranoid brbis lah, yatah cali! hahaha nda cali? then shut up! hahaha.

bah bah, enough talking, time for some picturesssss during that night.

SURPRISEEE MAMI!

that white lil boy is Wafiy, we called him “Api”, gauk ni ahhhh

the birthday woman and Wafiy

the YGC (Yusop GrandChildren) with the granparents. ooo, haha. but nda complete, alaaaaa. love this pic, its candid and everyone ktawa2.

the bigger YGC-s with the granparents. (aku nda mau admit aku paling tua here. haha)

the anak-s plus menantu-s with parents. hahaha.

juluuuuuurrrrrrrrr piiii!

looks like he’s getting interested in music. aww usulnya ahh

the new rascal in the clan, tsk tsk.

tsk tskk!! ada2 saja, kraja nya membuli urg. haha

the girly gurls. haha

once again, hepi bedayyy mamii!!!!!!

WE LOVE YOU, LOTS

AND LOTS

AND LOTS….. *continues on and on

and on

and on.......*

arrivederci.

those three wonderful words

2009-03-30T12:15:00.004+08:00

L – life, is meaningless to go through it without the one you love and cherish the most,

O – one, two hearts tied together with a string, embracing each other close, knowing that it hurts to be away and apart,

V – vanity, is not important to capture one’s heart, it’s what lies inside a person that should be learn deeply to embark an everlasting love line,

E – eternity, limitless amount of time, it’s one of the dreams for the ones in great love and affection towards each other.

That’s what the word “Love” should be all about. hmm, since when i do poetry stuffs? I’m a bit (very) emotional tonight. *grabs a couple boxes of tissue, and wails in a room* hahah.

three wonderful words, i love you. just for you and me. awwww.

i made those poetric (yakah?)words above because something i know today, that make me feel this emotion called love should be appreciated every single day in life.

arrivederci.

baby, i can see your halo

2009-03-26T23:05:00.001+08:00

from this day forward, i own a phone, fully updated with the most, very much advanced crappiness. my brown Nokia phone sucks udah, and i know it’s hinting for me to get rid of it and buy a new phone instead (awww how sweet). Turning off by itself is his (yes, it’s a he, people) new ability now, and i’m getting annoyed by him showing off that skill at every random times I can get, which is...every moment! Another skill of his, I just found out today, is that he doesn’t click anymore, usually when he’s fully opened (he is a flip phone, flippy flip), he’ll produce a click sound. Gila, kira mcm rusak jua udah dalam nya atu, till nada the click sound lagi. ugh.

oh, did i mention two phones of mine? Hell yes, i didn’t. Some of my peeps will probably wonder why i didnt use my 3G line for a while anymore. because my black Sony E pun baie. I’ve send her(my Sony E is a she) to somewhere to get a check-up, and turned out that phone’s 3G port thingyassidontwannaknow is damaged. like WTF? how the heck damaged? mcm brbisly brbis the problem ah, if rusak pasal gugur balik2 acceptable jua sikit. And i just realised that, her battery won’t last longer than she used to be once, usually she can last for a week. Now, her death can be guaranteed in just a few days. guhhh.

So yeah, basically my 3G line is lifeless, for now. Until further notice(in this case, a new phone). I’m hanging onto my DST line now to get a whole lot of updates out there, which is pretty much limited also, because of my suckish-ness Nokia phone status. Please hang on, just for a while Nokia, don’t die just yet, or else i can’t talk to someone i really need to, everyday, and this is really important to me.

Hear that? Sue needs a new phone.

arrivederci.

you’re like an Indian summer in the middle of winter

2009-03-25T12:25:00.000+08:00

I do stupid things 68% of the time

Mark which things you have done, then calculate your score by counting the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is also your percentage. Tag all of your friends, and re-post as "I do stupid things __% of the time."

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [ ] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10.[x] Tried to pull open a door that said push
Running total: 6

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [x] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot
Running total: 14

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [x] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [ ] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke *sometimes*
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [x] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock
Running total: 19

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [ ] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident
Running total: 26

41. [x] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it, then left your house.
42. [x] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ]Walked out of the bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [x] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair
Running total: 34

51. [ ] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny
Running total: 42

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [ ] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [x] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [x] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [x] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught
Running total: 50

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [x] Ran into a door jam
74. [x] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [x] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand (As a dare)
77. [x] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [x] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [x] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [x] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt
Running total: 57

81. [ ] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [x] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ]Sat and wondered why men dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [x] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [x] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [ ] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [ ] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.
Running total: 60

91. [x] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [x] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [x] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [x] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [x] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [x] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100.[ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth
Running total: 68

now that’s stupidity.cali jua aku ani ahh (pretends to be bangga of self). haha ptuii. i am sooo effing bored, enough to do all this random tests each day. more tests to come. next posts will be probably on tests only, unless there’s something really extraordinary happened, big enough to make me wanna post that as an agenda to my blog. hmm what the hell did i just say? i miss school.

my life sucks.*emo* I’m not even working yet, but I’m always tired as Hell just by staying my butt at home.

arrivederci.

so come and dance with me

2009-03-23T14:15:00.002+08:00

If I were a month I would be : November.
If I were a day of the week I would be : Saturday.
If I were a time of day I would be : 5pm.
If I were a planet I would be : Saturn. the only planet that have a ring.
If I were a sea animal I would be : Dolphin. Do you know dolphin can’t sleep?
If I were a direction I would be : West. that’s where the sunset thing right? *bimbo*
If I were a piece of furniture I would be : red&brown comfy queen-sized bed.
If I were a sin I would be : lust.
If I were an emotion I would be : love. iyeaaaa.
If I were a liquid I would be : molten lava. eh wait, liquid kah tu? *refer back to my school books yg behabuk udah haha*
If I were a stone, I would be : a red-painted pebble.
If I were a tree, I would be : a pine tree.
If I were a bird, I would be : an eagle. i can kill rats, i hate rats.
If I were a tool, I would be : a hammer. aku suka tukul menukul. haha
If I were a flower/plant, I would be : a red rose.
If I were a kind of weather, I would be : slightly windy.
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: the white Pegasus.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be : a piano.
If I were an animal, I would be : a white tiger cub.
If I were a color, I would be : reddish brown.
If I were an action, I would be : flying kick.
If I were a vegetable, I would be : baby kailan. haha
If I were a sound, I would be : the ocean waves.
If I were an element, I would be : Sulphur. i suffocate people.
If I were a car, I would be : a red Lexus IS 300.
If I were a song, I would be : Lace and Leather – Britney Spears.
If I were a movie, I would be directed by : Takashi Shimizu. aku mau jadi the Ju-on person. hahaha.
If I were a book, I would be written by : Nicholas Sparks.
If I were an article of clothing, I would be : formal wear.
If I were a food, I would be : vanilla ice-cream with caramel.
If I were a place, I would be : someone's borned-to-be messy brown room. *smiles*
If I were a material, I would be : steel.
If I were a taste, I would be : spicy.
If I were a scent, I would be : seashore-ish.
If I were a word, I would be : jubur. HAHA.
If I were a body part I would be : the uber gorgeous sexy lips. hahaha.
If I were a facial expression I would be : surprised.
If I were a subject in school I would be : Physics.
If I were a cartoon character I would be : hmmm i can’t think of any, i let you think.
If I were a shape I would be a/an : triangle.
If I were a number I would be : 12511.

i am addicted to this song – Jai Ho by Pussycat Dolls. makes me wanna dance all the time. saya sukaaaaa. hahahaha

you are the reason that i breathe~ ~ jai ho ~ ~

arrivederci.

ravish my soul away by your touches

2009-03-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
- Nabilah Suhairah Awang.

2. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother and fathers middle names)
- Khairun Abdul.

3. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
- Yusop Rahman.

4. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
- Awana. (mcm bollywood yaw. HAHA)

5. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
- Red Horse.

6. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, town where you were born)
- Suhairah BSB. (rugged bunyinyaa)

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
- THE Brown Carrot Juice.

8. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
- Nang. (WAHAHA)

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pet name, current street name)
- Mia Menglait. (ededeh, rock tu nyamu)

10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
- Blackie Kiarong. (HAHAHAHAHA)

11. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
- Nabizzle Suhizzle.

12. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name)
- Aasu. (you know.. Asu means dog in Bisaya … hahaha)

13. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
- Black Chubby. (goth ehh, *stupid grin*)

14. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav candy)
- Salvador Dali Hacks. (i actually LOVE this haha)

15. FAKE ID NAME: (Last name of a male friend, Last name of a female friend)
- Ismail Ping. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. sorry guys, HAHAHAHAHAH.)

*flashes my innocent grin* haha. and by the way, my title ahh, ooooooh, deep tu, tapi isi nya nada kena mengena haha. oh well. *shrugged*

arrivederci.

scared of lonely

2009-03-12T14:15:00.001+08:00

being alone in the house is.... pathetic. -.-

i can't go out, because i don't have something to drive, mcm useless jua rasanya having a license ahh, haha. but, yes, patience is the key, Sue. whooah, apanya.

but then i met something just now, finally!!!

i got a phone call from Baiduri this afternoon. so tomorrow, I'm having an assessment test at 2pm. heeeeeeee, i'm actually excited for another interview. wish me luck!

someone help me with this, you, please? *puppy eyes*

arrivederci.

ice-cream topped with honey

2009-03-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

tried this test just now, here's the outcome. somehow it's interesting haha.

Your view on yourself :
- You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for :
- You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship :
- You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love :
- You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education :
- Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you :
- You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success :
- You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of :
- You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self :
- You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

....

oh myy. hahha becali test anii. is that really me?

andd, this another test also.

Here is the analysis:

Your emotional controlled rate: 40%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.

Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

....

i sounded mcm ada mental problem, more like anger management crappythingassshit -.-

arrivederci.

anything for you

2009-03-08T10:25:00.001+08:00

a quick update :

I’m getting headaches at random times since Wednesday, thankfully it’s gone udah today.
Been busy updating my CV and photocopying my recent certificates for the past few days,
Why? Job applications.
so far, I’ve sent my letters to Bmobile and HSBC. probably soon, i’ll be sending one to Baiduri and AITI also.
I don’t really bother much what company will take me, as long as i’ll be working somewhere near Beribi area. Put a smile on my face when i found out ada HSBC and Bmobile sign somewhere there. pasaaaal, sana dakat tampat makannnn HAHA awuu. nda payah2 jalan jauh for lunch and saves a lot of money.
I had this interview with TravelHub yesterday, turned out to be much more than I’d expected, it was fun, i talked a lot and the dude said i have the potential to be the crewship member (payment lagi tinggi dari ordinary guide yg ambil tourists dari airport whooah o_o) but get this, I’m not interested in becoming a tour guide, i just want to know how would it feels like having a job interview, yeap. pretty much like a rehearsal to my serious upcoming job interviews, haha. soooo, if i got a call from them next week, i’ll have to reject them haha, cruelty.
I want a job sooo bad. i need kachings!
I want my own transport. haha seriously bah. sanang go outing with the peeps, i miss them.
I miss someone in Italy, hope that person is doing fine over there. Still waiting for your comeback, always.
and today is a bright sunny day, and people should go out with their love ones!

arrivederci.

i’m surrounded by your embrace

2009-03-02T11:52:00.001+08:00

28th February 2009 – Part Two.

I was at the JPD around 6 am (no kidding), feeling completely nerve-wrecked, and i shivered by the air-conditioned atmosphere from the car compiled with the early morning breeze outside. My driving teacher was already there, with another student, she was having the test also with me. Both of us admitted that we were very nervous, and having a hard time releasing the handbrake when on top of that hill (wohoo, i’m not the only one!). So i practised for a couple of times, balancing, well, it was pretty easy because there’re weren’t much cars around at that time.

then, we were brought to the stadium place, practised the parking ways or sequences for the test. had a little chat with the other student, Aqilah, she’s from Katok, still studying for A-level in Accounting. she was quite surprised knowing that I’ve already finished high school –_-" yes, looks can be deceiving, i know. haha. so yes, a couple of trials parking, we head back to JPD, around 7-ish am. Our teacher asked her to do the parking first, then it was my turn, i thought i did quite good, just that one bit mistake – in-lining the steering early because i mistakenly thought that its a reverse parallel parking, haha paluiii. Thank god, i managed to fit the car in back perfectly. phew! so parking test, done.

Then the balancing and on real road test, next. Upon waiting for Aqilah doing the real road test, i saw this white space-shuttled like car heading towards the JPD area. “CRAP! they’re here?!?”. my parents came, to see the test, and personally i dislike that, it makes me nervousssss! so, i made this some sort of chanting in my head, telling myself that they’re not here, i did not just saw my mum and dad here. hahaha. So, came my turn. Went in the car, the officer sitting beside me, was a female, serious-looking, which made me (i think) fumbled with the safety belt, on that time, i can feel my heart beating fast and hard against the belt. now, that’s what you call nervous, haha.

lotsa and lotsa cars! aku terundur sikit ni, and guhhhh, i almost blacked out HAHA, then the second time, i mananged to go tarus, PHEW.

back to JPD. PHEWW!

the female officer that i feared haha labih, but yes, she’s good, she advised me a couple of do’s and dont’s driving on the road. time2 urg test lagi tu, atu kan aku kajar2, habis ku ter-auu auu ganya, HAHA

We waited for the results in this room, filled with people in-charge calling our names, Aqilah told me that she kinda flunked the driving because the car engine died on her way back, and i told her about the terundur-ing incident when balancing on the hill, basically we were on the same boat. So, we waited. Anxiously. Aqilah was called first, and then mine. andddddddddddddddd. . .

I PASSED! WOHOOOOO.

both of us passed! yeay, our teacher was so happy, nda tantu jalan nya, running around collecting some papers haha.

my driving teacher slash my grandpa slash nini Hj Gana. he’s DA BOMB!

the Teacher and his two fellow students, signing some papers, kira kan baru habis graduate lah ni. haha

I passed the driving test!!! YEAY!

and today, 2nd March, i got my driving license card udaaahh *flashing the card to the crowd*. saya sangat gembira!.

arrivederci.

if i could be your angel

2009-03-01T17:12:00.001+08:00

28th February 2009 – Part One.

it’s the beginning of March. a lot of things happened two months before, and that’s only just the starting of the year. we all always hope that things go smooth throughout the way, just like we want it to be. some aimed to achieve what they’ve want, some promised to change for the better, and of course, every single of us wants a great and more manageable life.

Life, if you know me well I've always say, is fragile and absurd. yes, i know it is. most people know this, some may know but in denial. But, I am not here to judge any minds, therefore I’m sorry to make any discomfort. After all, this is my only place to put all my thoughts in words. Fragile, is what I’ve become, no matter how hard I’ve tried to deal with it, it just stays like that. Absurd is another thing, but no, I’m not going to go that far.

I lost someone yesterday, 28th Feb. He was a great man, even when i didn’t get the chance to know him more well, but i know he was. Deepest sympathy to his dear loving family, and dear God, let he rest in peace.

arrivederci.

the killer hill in manual

2009-02-27T13:25:00.001+08:00

tomorrow..driving test. really hope i can do the balancing well. that’s my major fear. it looked easy at the first time, then when you continue on learning it, then barutah its shows your true colours. the hell am i blabbering about? i hope my feet nada spasms, selalu bah terlapas the clutch, sigh, thats my problem.

next, finding a job. guuhhhhhhhhh! honestly, i’d…prefer, not working. haha. but sometimes, i do want one (when it comes to money matters). we all need kachings! then, when i thought of having one, comes another problem - time. less time chilling and erm, sleeping. sigh, mcm difficult brbis bunyi life ku ah, haha i’m just kidding, i exaggerated a bit. and now, the higher ranks in my house have stepped in and starts to nag, about me should start finding a job now. okay okay, so maybe i should.

i’m off to ermm, practise my manual skill (imaginary clutch, brake and fuel pedals, and yes, sterring) - i don’t have manual cars at home.

arrivederci.

it's a cold world inside here

2009-02-24T11:25:00.004+08:00

the rambling of life continues. . .

today, i had my driving lesson, rupanya it's only one hour learning today, ahh, nda ku ingat. haha nda pay attention bah haritu, tsk tsk. so yeah, thats a total of 5 hours already.

Heeeeee, aku dapat udah lapas that jpd hill~ HAHA pathetic. ahh what a super duber relief! eventhough i have to use two hands to release the handbrake haha (shut up! aku nda kuat bahhh), but who cares, asal kan laju2 balik holding the steering. which i did it! HA!! my teacher tarus said "bah test ni 28th" O_O

so yeah, i'll have my any session of learning tomorrow jua, and the day after, and the day after that also. haha damnn, bejurut-jurut bah blajar nyaa, then i'm having my test on saturday. gahhhhh! must practise my "two-hands-releasing-handbrake" style. haha, you should see me in that car, panic kan mati rasaku, udah tah balancing, pastu lapas lagi steering to pull handbrake haha cali. awuu, aku sakai pasal this two hand brake thing, but yeahh, makes me panic bahh rushing hands from handbrake to sterring. adrenaline rush, yes.

but then, i miss someone, real bad. sigh.

arrivederci.

cotton candy kiss, can't wait for my sugar rush

2009-02-23T05:12:00.002+08:00

ad people own blogs, for a reason - to ramble about their own life. so that's what i've been doing right now (lol. apakan, minta tampar)

see? i can't even compose an introduction well. i miss school.

anyways, today is a special day, to our country. (whoaaeh, apanyaaaaa). 25th Silver Jubilee National Day. so Happy National Day to everyone. i know most of my batch are participating in the Belia program thing, heard that Qibah and Mich are going Temburong today. dayyumm, mcm OBBD!! i miss that. any of you guys thinking of going there lagi, sign me up!

how's life? - i don't have one. awww emo much. just kidding heheh. my days have been always tiring and hectic for me. wonder why? i'm a full time amah now, whee(it's not funny). Since that idiotically crappy ass-ed amah was sent home immediately (after she ran amok with all the clothings available in my house), i was promoted to become a house keeper. rugged bunyinya ah? duii maa, keraja amah jua tu, jubur. so yeah, no more hanging around here, just me and the clothings..and the dishes...and the floors...and the...fuck it, i'm talking about the entire house here! you guys may say something like this - "ehh, labih jua eh, nda kan nada time kan jalan2? nda jua kraja the whole time kau ah." oh yeah? you have no idea, mate. i'm talking about a full-time maid here. see, my parents are working, and i have two siblings, still schooling. yeap, do da math btch! haha mental. most of my time are spent in the house, cleaning stuffs, preparing food etc etc (for more information, please kindly ask your amahs). everyday is quite a busy day for me, resulting in my unavailability on going out, catching up stuffs with the peeps, and breathe some fresh air.

so hmmm, enough of that for the moment, there's another thing i want to talk about. despite the fact that i'm busy at home, my dad managed to fit me into driving lessons. and i personally hate the green-white car's handbrake. its driving me nuts, its driving my hands and arms nuts!! karas kan mati. how the heck can i pass the driving test ni?

lets see...driving on real road...already fine, parking...just a few adjustments, i can go for test now. okay, lets try balancing on the hill. race to the top, then handbrake, road is clear then accelerate, release clutch slowly, till there's a familiar movement, then try release handbrake...*1st attempt* ehh karas!.. *2nd attempt* ndaaaa mau ahhh...*15th attempt, now with both hands* juburrr, karas jua!! HAHAHA mother eff. the handbrake is too hard for me (auuu, i'm weak, i get it), but im guessing the car is old jua bah, haha nda mau2 blaming on that old car.

so yeahh, tomorrow i have another 2hrs of driving, that adds up to umm, 6 hours now. i'm guessing that i'll be continuing the next day also, i guess...because my teacher said i'll be having my test on 28th. that's on...saturday? *GASP* wth?! damn, cmon handbrake work for meeeee! so yeah, wish me luck.

arrivederci.

looking back the way we first met

2009-02-15T13:25:00.002+08:00

i feel terrible.

Love Story - Rain Bi

here's something i always do, to ease my mind.

i really miss someone. someone whose always there when i need it. someone i love so dearly. where have you been?? it's been months since we've met, you've talked to me for once in while only. come back here, forget what youre doing in Italy, forget that politic shit or what so ever, just come back here. come to me soon. i miss you so bad, i need you here, please.

arrivederci.

but it won't be my tears tonight

2009-02-10T12:25:00.001+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Sue

2. A four Letter Word : Sick

3. A boy's Name : Samuel

4. A girl's Name : Susanne

5. An occupation : Sign painter

6. A color : Sapphire blue

7. Something you'll wear : Socks

9. A food : Sushi

10. Something found in the bathroom : Shampoo

11. A place : Somewhere on the coastal line, watching sumset

12. A reason for being late : Sleeping maseh -.-

13. Something you'd shout : SUE WAH BUKAN SUSU!!

14. A movie title : Simpsons The Movie

15. Something you drink : Scarrot juice

16. A musical group : Sixpence None The Richer

17. An animal : Sheep

18. A road name : Sixth Avenue

19. A type of car : Shelby GT500KR Ford Mustang (balikan aku yg warna merah)

20. The title of a song : Shattered Glass

tag 20 people? mana ku belurih byk urg rajin ah? tag yourself if you feel like doing it.

arrivederci.

let the flames begin

2009-02-07T14:15:00.002+08:00

how would you feel when someone you never even bother to disturb, came crashing down to your life and starts to bitch about you?

how would you feel when someone you never laid any attention at all and just lunged into the whole world telling stuffs about you?

dear you (you know who you are), grow up. telling stuffs to other doesn't make you worth it. even when you know or you think all of that are true, so what? SO WHAT?! what's the point huh? to get a speck of attention? to get the bitchy title, so that everyone in the world knows you're the most meanest person on earth?

or maybe you just have a problem with me? well, if yes, then say it. FACE TO FACE. in that way, i can clearly understand your convulsing mind, and will back off from you and your pathetic attention seeking world (as if i want to be in that place of yours, hell no, never.)

but then again, you'll never learn anything from what i stated above. its just your nature, something i can't even bother to think of and understand, even the tiniest bit, because it doesnt deserved to be given a thought. its too complicated. a fcking attention seeking nature of mind.

so here's some advice,
- when you don't like anyone, just deal with it, they're not even bothering your life, just get the fck off theirs.
- if you have something to say to the ones you're having problems on, say it, FACE TO FACE.
- telling stuffs to public through the computer screen, doesn't make you 'superior' or whatever shit you guys call it, but it shows that you're just a coward, a pathetic low-life hypocrite.

again, if you don't like me and you have a problem on what i'm doing, just say it. i never bothered you nor even tell any filthy stuffs about you on public. So, get out of my sight, or if you can't stop this, im wishing you rot in Hell.

P.S. i'm still considering any "appointments" from you, the SAY IT, FACE TO FACE thing.

arrivederci. (or should i say "cheers" as well?)

so watcha think about that?

2009-01-28T05:12:00.004+08:00

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer.

1. The age of my next birthday.

2. A place i'd like to travel to.

3. A favourite place.

4. A favourite thing.

5. A favourite Food.

6. A favourite color.

7. The city I live in (currently).

8. The city I was born in.

9. A nickname I had.

10. College major.

11. Name of first (and only) lover.

12. A bad habit.

13. A hobby.

14. Current wish list (max. 3 items).

i tag - anyone reading this, heheh.

arrivederci.

open my eyes, i see sky

2009-01-23T12:51:00.002+08:00

this is especially for ainul banul (ia highly anticipating for this album, tapi ia indenial)

yes peepos, aku mcm outdated brbis udah, (sigh), i stumbled upon some obstacles in my life recently, resulting in my lagging-ness in updating my current situation, eseh mcm apa bunyinya haha

Graduation Day on 17th January 2009.

the two-tone green backdrop (ada scallop thing *majal*) which WAS NOT in our decoration commitee's list on "what to make for our graduation to be very lawa and nda buruk usul nya"

tsk tsk, mcm mua drg dua ani saja kan di liat *sasak*

i think kan, the guest of honour ani vain brbis, kalah kami wah

see see? hahah alumm lagi urg sedia untuk begambar bahh

the moment that we're all in this together

esehhhhhhhhh everybodehhh say "AAAAAAAA"

aha!! ada urg nda concentrate menyanyi, liat lainn tia pulangg heheh

ADA URG SAKAI BALLOONSS!!!!! HEHEH

ada urg banar2 berdoa kamuuuu, cubatah cari (points at Syd) hahaha

ngaleh ku, you can also view the rest of the album here

Graduation Day (17th January 09)

arrivederci.

nobody, nobody but you!

2009-01-18T12:51:00.005+08:00

Name the latest book you bought
- Breaking Dawn - Stephanie Meyer. (ehhh outdated aku ahh! damn! *dash to the nearest bookstore*)

What is your full name?
- Nabilah Suhairah.

Name the person you want to meet in real life or the first time
- Arianna Piero Gabriell von Wolfestride.

Christina or Britney?
- Britney.

Do you do your own laundry?
- No. But i will be in the next few weeks time. *sigh*

The most exciting place you wanna go?
- Pearl Beach Resort, Bora Bora Island.

Hugs or kisses?
- i usually do both. Hugs AND kisses! awww.

8 things i am passionate about
- my dear loving family
- friends
- loving you
- music
- beach and sumsets
- reading good english novels
- subsconciously dancing around to any hype up beat songs
- singing along to Joshua Radin's early in the morning

8 things you say too often
- i love youuu
- baby buubuu
- ehh yo!
- what the heck
- what??
- i want nobody, nobody but youu *do the clapping thingy dance*
- ehh jubur ehh
- adah!

8 books i've read recently
- Thanks for the Memories - Cecilia Ahern
- At First Sight - Nicholas Spark
- Second Chance - Jane Green
- Twilight - Stephanie Meyer
- New Moon - Stephanie Meyer
- Eclipse - Stephanie Meyer
- Breaking Dawn - Stephanie Meyer
- The Gift - Cecilia Ahern

8 songs i could listen to over and over again
- Today - Joshua Radin
- They Bring Me To You - Joshua Radin
- You and I Both - Jason Mraz
- Realize - Colbie Caillat
- Lace and Leather - Britney Spears
- The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson
- Ride For You - Danity Kane
- Nobody - Wonder Girls

8 things i learnt last year
- loving deeply and passionately
- value the things that we take for granted
- i've made many friends, they're the very best!
- learnt to be more responsible and helpful
- Physics, Chemistry and Maths
- a person with a bunny teeth and chubby cheeks is very adorable
- gorrilla dance and bitting people's arms hahahaha
- poking someone's ribs is very entertaining *eyebrows wagging*

I tag
- anyone reading this post, yes you!

arrivederci.

spotlight on the end, i'm ready to break

2009-01-16T12:05:00.004+08:00

tomorrow is the end of school.

wow, how often can you say that huh?

what i will miss the most - well..lots to mention, actually.

i'll post the another batch of pictures next time. i've got no interesting thing to blabber about.

tommorow, Graduation Day. i'm not really excited about it, you know why.

look out world, High School Musical is coming to Maktab Sains tommorow!!!

we're all in this togetherrrrr~ *dies*

arriverdeci.

you work at a smile and you go for a ride

2009-01-12T23:12:00.001+08:00

11th January 2008.

UNCLE Dhell's big sister's wedding reception at the Orchid Garden Hotel.

Congratulations to the newly wed - Ahmad Adam & Marlyna

as usual lerr, ber-vaining ler kat tangga tuu.. haha wth

a blurry-candid picture of my uncle Fadhil heheh

awwww, tuuuu my uncle :D

the traditional "ehh kamu gambar ehh sama pengantin ah" picture

hahah awwwww (tapi awkward at this time berposing, parents meliat, hahah)

uncle Dhell's father, so its my grandad or nini. Nini Majid. whoahh dhellll!!! haha

Ahmad Adam & Marlyna

the picture of the day - beautiful clouds. ahh i love clouds.

arrivederci.

i hate this part right here

2009-01-11T12:05:00.002+08:00

watch this. (not for the very very brbis emotional/easily touched people, but yeah do watch it.)

forgive me for posting these, as the videos are showing some awfully gruesome scenes - not for faint hearted people. again, my apologies.

a documentary about Gaza : The Killing Zone

the way the little girl talked really touched me

Gaza - 30th December 2008

Homes destroyed. Children lost hope on living for their future. People constantly under fear. Thousands of innocent lives wasted, just like that.

i want this to stop. they had more than enough. no more wars, please.

arrivederci.

i kill the light, pure satisfaction

2009-01-08T02:51:00.002+08:00

#1 Do the "Letter MEME".
#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
#3 Copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realized it when/on __2__3__ and I saw you __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.
Love, (your name).

P/S: You’re so lifeless ___13__.

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitte
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I’ve felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drinks - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishish
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Get away now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – Kisser
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – H**ny wolf
Snooker – Tiny stuff
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb person
Other – Burn yourself

Dear Qibah,
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok in your closet and I saw you sit on my best friend. I’m sure you’re cowardly enough to understand that i'm open.. I’m returning the couch cushions to you, but I’ll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when i think of Oprah Winfrey imitations. Greetings to your freaky family.

Love,Sue Bellah.

P/S: You’re so lifeless, Nose Picker.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

arrivederci.

and i make no apologies, i'm into phonography

2009-01-07T11:25:00.001+08:00

here's a fact - i still come to school, instead of supposedly having the time of my life.

because of why? graduation's works. setiap hari wah? banar dehh? brabis jua kamu?! hell yes, trust me on this one.

well, it happens if you're stuck in one of the very important commitees, the vital commitees, you know, like without them, graduation will be a goner. let's just say, well.. obviously, i'm in one. so yeah, i've been going to school for almost...gahh, feels like a decade. i can recall its..since the exams finished! somewhere around November till this very day. now thats a record.

i can't lie and say it's really fun and i'm not tired of it. im getting sick of it, dammit. and yeah, i'm restraining myself from expressing foul words or violating any courtesy or whatever people would think of what i'm trying to do.

i'm saying this, not because i hate doing all the works. no, its not. in fact, i grow fond of it, i mean, its our graduation, of course we're all hyped up towards it and my comm-frens(commitee friends) and i are really trying to work as much as we could to make the whole thing run smooth.

It's just that, having to work with different sorts of people challenges me. No names required here. Well, i'd be rude if i say only my commitees are suffering this, because i clearly know some commitees are also too. In my point of view, we're lacking of cooperation and labour. I wont say anything more, because it isn't my right to judge about the whole scene. All i know is, some of my comm-frens are working very hard and i feel sorry for them if im not helping as much as i can. I am trying my best to help, i always am, i even undeservedly took some stupid blame because of this, which was irrelevant for me. But i'm okay with that. That's why i come for every single day since the day our committee first laid all the works. I want to help. I want our graduation to go well. Without our commitee, its a no-no graduation. I don't mind being tired, going to school everyday to waste my time doing this works.

finally, there's no work for tommorow, so i'm taking a day-off.

arrivederci.

baby take a seat, eyes on me, this is my show

2009-01-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

just checked, aku kana tagged by two persons, si Meips and Qibah. sayang banar drg arah ku ani, haha bah jangan tah indenial kamuu haha. aku tag kamu balik lah, HAHA, bari tia, nda duli.

1) Do you think you're hot?
- hmm. yes. *slaps face* okay okay, no. haha.

2) Upload your favourite picture of you.

HAHAHA.

3) Why do you like that picture?

- pasal aku posed like a bimbotically idiot. taken in 2007.

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?

- my twilight date. 17th December 2008. (awu, with kamu punya Edward and Emmett Cullen)

5) The last song you listened to?

- Lace and Leather by Britney Spears. i love this song, sexy.

6) What are you doing besides this?

- doing my homeworks. *giggle my arse off*

7) What name would you like prefer besides you?

- i love the name Rosalin. haha atu random.

I tag ..

i) abg Didi
ii) Dilah
iii) Mei Ping
iv) Qibah
v) Ka Yati

8) Who is number i?

-ma brothah from another mothah! hahaha.

9) Number iii is having a relationship with?

- a very sexy person. ahem..sigh, Kellan saja ni! HAHA.

10) Say something about number v?

- my close friend punya older sister. fun to be with, bawa beklaie siuk ni haha. just kidding. i respect her so much...eventhough i rarely show it.

11) How about number iv?

- one of my closest friends. dgn ku hang out every single day at school. she even had freakingly the exact same timetable slots as mine! and she's so random at times, which membari kana latuk if i talk seriously, sekali keluar tia random quote nya, hahaha.

12) Who is number ii?

- my niece, weirdly, by looking at our family tree, but she's older than me! dayyumm. i dont really know how to explain that. so she calls me "babu", gahhh, please call me aunty sajaaaaa. haha. she's in UK now. take care you over there!

arrivederci.

watch the rain play on the ocean top

2009-01-01T12:51:00.005+08:00

the last glimpse of 2008's sumset at Seri Kenangan Beach, Tutong. (shots taken using dad's camera)

beautiful sumset. i love it. i took the shots while listening to Joshua Radin's songs. so yeah, double serene, i'd tell you. and now, for my models, haha esehh.

model paling mahal ni ahh, esehhmen

Happy New Year, may 2009 be the better year for all you.

arrivederci.

if its irresistable, i would kill

2008-12-25T11:25:00.004+08:00

WTF?

i dont mean to be rude, but seriously,

to these kinds of people out there, get a life.

arrivederci.

How Would I Die

2008-12-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

Are you male or female?
- State Of Grace by Britney Spears. (haha, well that explains it)

Describe yourself!
- Heaven On Earth by Britney Spears. (HAHAH woo baby!)

What do people feel when they're around you?
- Cry by Rihanna. (tsk tsk, better run when you see me people)

Describe your current relationship.
- Can't Help Falling In Love by A-teens (AWW!)

Where would you like to be now?
- Stawberry Swing by Coldplay. (awww, main swinging swinging nii, hahha)

How do you feel about love?
- The Sweet Escape by Gwen Stefani. (esehh, my love is my sweetest escape from everything)

What's your life like?
- Lose My Breath by Destiny's Child. (HAHA, pakai inhaler 24/7 yaw!)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
- Clumsy by Fergie. (what?? haha nda besyukur aku ani hahaha)

Say something wise.
- I'm Yours(Acoustic) by Jason Mraz. (ahemm, now thats what im talking about)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
- Tell Me by Diddy ft. Christina Aguilera. (hahha, cari pasal tu namanya)

How would you describe yourself?
- Breathless by Shayne Ward. (HAHA, napa aku out of breath saja??)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
- Piece Of Your Heart by Natashe Bedingfield. (awww, deep tu yaww)

How do you feel today?
- The One You Knew by Joshua Radin.

What is your life's purpose?
- I'll Be Your Love by Nicole Scherzinger. (esehhhhh, ahemmm)

What is your motto?
- The Lion Fell In Love With The Lamb by Carter Burwell, Twilight Soundtrack. (whaatta? haha)

What do your friends think of you?
- Mannequin by Britney Spears. (haha aiii, i'm a mannequin??)

What do you think of your parents?
- Sanctuary by Utada Hikaru.

What do you think about very often?
- Touch My Body by Mariah Carey. (HAHAHHAH, manada!! ermm ermm yeah...)

What is 2 + 2?
- Do You Believe In Magic? by Aly & AJ. (-.-)

What do you think of your best friend?
- Vegetable Car by Joshua Radin. (my best friend is VERY healthy haha)

What do you think of the person you like?
- You Are The Music In Me by High School Musical Freaks. (HAHA, emo brbis ni yo)

What is your life story?
- I'd Rather Be With You by Joshua Radin.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Smooth Criminal(Dance Remix) by Michael Jackson. (haha!!)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
- Hate That I Love You by Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo. (hahah contradicting ehh)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
- Me Against The Music by Britney Spears ft. Madonna. (hahha, rugged, dance off with the bride and groom tarus)

What will they play at your funeral?
- Loss of Me(Piano) by Nobuo Uematsu. (my playlist respects me so much haha)

What is your hobby/interest?
- Kiss Kiss by Holly Vallance. (HAHA aiyaaaaaa!!)

What is your biggest fear?
- Make Love In This Club by Boyce Avenue. (hahhah nooooo, dont make me to thiss *sob sob*)

What is your biggest secret?
- The Way You Are by Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson. (heheh *evil laugh*)

What do you think of your friends?
- Melodies Of Life(Piano) by Nobou Uematsu. (ahh, yes, of course)

What will you post this as?
- How Would I Die by Carter Burwell, Twilight Soundtrack.

hmmm, that made my day. haha.

arrivederci.

The Lion fell in love with the Lamb

2008-12-19T23:25:00.001+08:00

16th December 2008

Educational Trip with cousins. It was uber fun, i'd tell you. haha, running around, sakai-ing stuffs that we all take just for granted all these time. We should do this more often guys! haha, at least we're doing something for the holidays, bring along friends and together we visit the historical places in our country, that'll be great! yeapy yeap. So last tuesday, we visited...

the Brunei Malay Technology Museum

the Brunei Museum

the Brunei Royal Regalia

Sadly, we cant take any pictures in the Brunei Museum and the Royal Regalia, which i never knew that, haha yatah kannn, setaie tia aku bawa beg with my camera in it, haha, turned out we had to put our bags in the lockers near the lobby. haha darn it. And i didnt know we had to take our shoes off in the Regalia, as far as i can remember (primary 6, haha), we didnt take our shoes that time, HAHA lagi tia! outdated jua sudah bunyi ku ah. tsk tsk!

Muzium Teknologi Brunei. i call it the House of Many Freaky & Scary Dolls. arggghh. banar! i can't stand even a moment being alone in that place. its tooo freaky, i always imagine if the things are alive, HAHA pathetic, credits to Night at The Museum movie ni. So umm, this is the only museum that we can take pictures in it, i think..? because that time urg nya nada so buleh gambar2 haha.

see what i meant?

haha, sorry peeps, i love candids so much

the spirally spiral staircase

and, get a load of this. i just found out that there's a very nice place behind the museum. really peaceful and captivating, for me. but it could've been nicer when its high tide time.

ahh, another shutterbug..or is it photobug..?

tangah2 the supposed to be river place, ada this tree which i zoomed to its red thingy mingy flowers. (haha, atu detailed)

pathway from the nice place back to the parking lot

then our trip was continued to the Brunei Museum and the Royal Regalia. as i mentioned before, we cant take picturees ahhhhhhhh, so there's no pictures at all at those two places. SIGH. butt, there's something i wana show you..

*laughs, snorts*

our first time crossing the actual road in our own town! HAHA. wth, awuu, usul kami semua ahh, mematuhi undang-undang ketika melintas jalan raya HAHA. yes, people aku sakai ni, haha, cali bah, we were practically screaming in a very bimbotic kind of way, hahah, bari malu ehh. tsk tsk, habis the people in the cars terbangang meliat haha.

then we ended the educational trip, by hitting some pins with balls, haha wth, bowling bahh ehh. tsk tsk, what were you guys thinking eyhh? haha. let the pictures speak, shall we?

different people, different styles of throwing their balls. *eyebrows wagging* HAHA

sooooo yeaaaaah, that's a wrap, people.

arrivederci.

give the world the best, and the world will give the best to you - Mr.Chew.

2008-12-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

this post is especially made for my brodahh!

for his outstanding achievements in his PMB results, 8As. o_o

congratulations to Nabil Suhairridhwan

and also to our dear cousin as well, Nazlee Yazzyman

(the one in red)

congratulations to both of you!!

ahh, yeap. again, congratulations lil brother. i'm so proud of you. harhar. now scoot! claim your kachings from daddy, haha.

andd, i would also like to congratulate to others receiving excellent results as well. especially the ones in my school, MS. you know who you are.. tuu tuu *points at you* so, congrats to you! celebrate tah!

arrivederci.

life's full of surprises, and i love it.

2008-11-30T00:05:00.003+08:00

i am back.

my blog was in hiatus, unintentionally.

because of what? your brain is asking. i got involved in some graduation works for next year. Im in the grad's Decoration Commitee, thats for your info. yeap, meaning..i have to come to school everyday because it is our commitee's responsibility to make sure the auditorium and the plaza thingy ballroom place is well decorated (with paper stuffs, i dont wanna mention cos im just there to help, lending a hand, more to follow whatever ppl ask me to do) for our graduation day & night.

okay, enough about that at the moment.

so, what happened of the past few days?? heeeeeee. your brain's asking again.

i got punked. hmm, maybe thats not the best way to describe it. but, oh well, here, let me just tell you.

Once upon a time, 22nd November 2008, to be exact. Qibah, Mei Ping and Sue had a James Bond date, at the afternoon at the Empire. its kinda boring, the movie i meant, or maybe because both of my shinanigans came late. *glare at them*. We went for a walk to the beach, and its kinda funny, when suddenly Qibs remembered our crappy name joined together - SQP (Suesue Qibah Ping) HAHA. *winkwink* so anyways, the three of us spent some quality time at the beach, eseh. then both of us had to go home, me and Meips followed my uncle Dhell's car.

*beep*

-- we interrupt this program with some special news - "kamu! aku ada Britney Spears's new album, Circus and Joshua Radin's Simple Times!!! heeeeee" OMG. *slaps self* sorry ah, aku excited ni haha. Meips, again, i owe you, thank you --

*another beep*

so, where was i? oh yeah, uncle's car, ah yeah, Michelle was there, then uncle said we had to go to school dulu, cos Hanis got a problem with his car, before he send me home. Honestly, i was kinda scared cos it was like almost 6p.m already and i knw daddy will blow up if i go home later than that.

*skipped some moments in the car*
i was reaaaally surprised to see Ainul still there! mcm whoa. with Hanis lagi tu.. ahem2 HEHEH.

*skipped some moments at the school*
Ainul ended up joining us to go home, then uncle said sumthing about singgah ke rumah Ajimbo lagii. "heyaaa aher lagi ni", i thought. Meips said sumthing about Dhell and Ajim, thingy driving license, mcm nda make sense jua tu, i mean why now? i have to go homeeee, its late udaahhh. haha.

then, arrived at Ajim's crib, unwillingly that is, haha cos its late udahhh haha (auu aku takut babah bah). its my first time going there, so aku sakai sekajap, not realising that evryone is out from the living room, haha talur jua tu ah sampai inda sadar. then Meips came in, accompanying me, while i'm worrying my arse off, dreading for a call from my daddy. Meips went out, leaving me alone, again, she called me, asking to play darts with them, haha, what the heck? i dont play darts. haha bangang ku yo at that time.

so, i followed Meips out. then...erm evrything happened so quickly. okay.. so there's.. Ajim with his camera, standing next to Michelle and Dhell. and there's Ainul with a cake lit with candles. Mei Ping stood close to me, and they sang "Happy Birthday".....

HUH!? whatta, whattt, whaaaaaattaaaaa?? hahahha. wthwthwth. rupanya durang buat my late birthday surprise thingy mingy!!!! haha, yes awu guys, i was really surprised!!

sooooo, i would like to thank these guys, yang capi2 buat kejutan untuk aku. haha. mcm nada keraja lain kamu ani.

Thank to you for those whom wrote in my large bday card which says " To My Boyfriend on your birthday" haha. - Nuraini, Sim, Hayatul, Zimin, Faris, Kahar, the Useless, Hanis, Siti, Qibah and Mizah!
Thank you for you guys whom made the whole planning thing, eventhough i was informed that the actual place is at Tungku Beach, but nda jadi cos they had to change place because it was about to rain. - Michelle, Ainul, Mei Ping, Ajim, and Fadhil. ahhhhh kamu i love you guys!

Thank you, Thank you guys. i love it so much, it was simply sweet. nothing can explain how i really felt at that time. i was speechless, yes, but that doesnt mean i didnt appreciate what you guys doing. do get me wrong haha, i was stuck actually, mcm wow. yatah i din get the chance to thank you guys that night. and again, thank you!!!

and and, i got a kitten jua that night. heyyaaaa, mcm2 eh haha. a siamese kitten. very cute!! i like her blue innocent eyes! i'll post her picture next time yeah. haha aku malas post any pictures, cause most of the pics will be in Meip's blog. agatah go sana, but! habis kan dulu deh reading mine hahah.

The kitty punya her name is...Amora "Babyboo" Mia. heeee awu panjang, but i love it. Thank you, Mei Ping, i love you.

so, hows that for an update? haha apakan. Gahh, i should stop for now, before i start to blabber some nonsense stuff.

arrivederci.

the 18th buttday

2008-11-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

this year, my buttday celebration was held at my cuzen's house.

a collaboration.

three cakes + a bunch of people = blasting day.

my familia.

adorable ahh this babyyy, suka aga the camera

i love taking shots like this

pffftt, control ayu urg atu, "huhuh, terharunya saya.." HAHA

babah and alai. aww

i just realised that my buttday cake, was exactly the same as Mei Ping's twalfe mei punya cake. well my dad did bought her that cake at that time and so as mine, for this celebration, haha that explains it. my dad loves the flavour kali. haha

andddddddd,

the exams over! i repeat, the exams is overrrrrrr!!!

cheers people.

arrivederci.

taggy tagged

2008-11-19T08:37:00.000+08:00

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

im tagging, hmmm lets seee....

Mei Ping? ahh yes! you!.... Qibah!! heheh, si Ka Yati! hahah, hmmmm randomly picked - Ian, andddddddd....Ajim, si yojimbo haha okay thats it.

arrivederci.

at the edge of seventeen

2008-11-14T12:15:00.002+08:00

hey eberybodehhhhh!!!!! *jumping enthusiatically, hands in the air*

*crickets sounds, spider crawling silently at a corner*

berhabuk udah sini ani... kesian my blog.. abandoned.

damp, derelict and unoccuppied (sounds familiar? Hint : Goblet of Fire)
haha sampat lagi tu..

alright! lets lit this place back again!!! music please!!

*plays Britney's song - Chaotic* ahhh, now thats more i like it. haha

want updates? here it goes..

no, my exams havent finished yet, still got two more papers.
im creating eyebags over eyebags in less than a week
im addicted to my textbooks and notes, blaming the exams for that. haha.
apparently i am loving this psp game - Loco roco
i am smiling now, evryday, mcm kalah the botox-ied peepos
i miss going out, the last time i went out was like..........hmm
i havent watch TV for a very loooooonngggg time, no kidd, its been 3 months udah.
i cant wait for school to be over, wooo! end of MS!

and and and......

my watch shows : 9.45pm.

it is exactly 2hours and 15 minutes left to spend my 17th life! goddamnittt nooooo.

18? nooo, im too young for that. haha, palui kali. *hyperventilates*

Sue's mind : grow up you pathetic loser!

hahaha. i am definitely gonna miss my 17th life. sigh. so much memories.

remeniscing the gud ol days

2 hours left now.

eigthteenth life, here i come!

arrivederci.

forever, missing of you

2008-09-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

i've been longing to post this beautiful sumset pictures.

freshly taken from the camera. no edits, no any other contrast adjusting, etc etc. proud to say that. eseh

to my beloved friend out there, take care, i love you.

really hope to see you again.

arrivederci.

the superduper mega thingy post

2008-08-30T13:25:00.004+08:00

KL trip (28th Jul - 4th Aug)

the flight took off around 9.47p.m, hate the fact that my ears betrayed me, it hurts!

arrived at the airport at 10.55p.m, went straight to Berjaya Time Square Hotel, took us 2 hours plus to reach there, butt cramps sorg2 dalam van ah! haha

outside my cuzen's room, my feet hurts, seriously, baru jua duduk2 dlm van, haha wth

ahh, splendid view from our room,which is on the 43rd floor of the hotel, uhhuh

we went straight to bed after we got there, which was around 12.15am, woahh.

29th July - Day 1

woke up early, awu, kalah2 bangun skulah bah haha, semangat yoo! kan bahapa? you ask me.. POOL SIDE....! hahahha

eh cecapi my brother atu, observe what he did , yih

we had breakfast, after that, near the IMAX Theatre inside the hotel,where we can watch 3D movies (but, kami nda smpat, darn) and for the first time, i played like hell inside an arcade! sakai jua tu, wth.

that day, i remembered, we spent almost the whole day just play inside the hotel's theme park, and it was all about fun and screaming, yes, i lost my voice after that.

the deadly loop dee loopy crap roller coaster track

*screams till my windpipe surrendered*

a priceless picture watever candid photo

then, the afternoon session, KLCC, Aquaria thingy..

eeeeee, wiggly wiggly starfishhh, hahha

30th July - Day 2

one word, shopping. yeah, till night time. and yes, we walked all the way, no need to use taxi mehh, siuk jua jalan kaki

HAHA, urg dalam poster at the back mcm ikut2 tan bgambar

Starbucks baby!

eeeeeee, no wonder gain weight ku!!

eboy, nabil, me mum!!, and si sue

after midnight, walking across the KL streets

31st July - Day 3 (Rifah's Birthday!)

ah the day we have to pack because that night nya, we're going to Genting. i despite packing. ah yeah, i remembered, before i went down to the lobby, i phoned them (them clans in Bunai), haha, kesian bunyi sorang2, awww. riuh lagi tu, haha, i really missed them bah, haha baru jua beberapa hari nda skulah.

one last glimpse of the view from our room

so damn high, believe me, you cant even see whose in the pool down there. we had to use binoculars just to keep an eye for the lil cuzens yang swimming dbwh ah

lots and lotsa luggages

outside Imperial Hotel. waiting for our bus to Genting to come

oooo, our hotel tadi, i saw otw to Genting

before we went to Genting, we stopped by to my parent's company - Elken Sdn Bhd Headquarters. yeah, you people may heard bout this company, some of you dont. uhuh, haha what the heck. but yeah, its a whole new experience going there, see people, stuffs etc etc haha, and i get to go to their very own spa! wonderful place, veryyyyy calming and soothing once you go there, the whole place is Japanese designed, but we're not allowed to take any pictures.

hahah, love this mirror, tangah2 bilik lagi tu

at the spa entrance, the only place we can take pictures, haha

last stop before Genting, Dataran Merdeka.

then arrived at First World Hotel, Genting at 1.17a.m. no kidd! and it was fcking freezing, haha

ahhh, enjoy, my "baru bangun tidur kau Sue?!?! hahah" face

1st Aug - Day 4

the hotel room card, yep its says "Flying Coaster", played that, uhuh. haha

awww, our mini sized First World Hotel

indoor Theme Park, gosh, another theme park in a hotel. haha

wahh, nice view eh?

we played the roller coaster here also, haha nda puas jua tu, and a lot of fun machines playthingy(?). what i meant was, we spent the whole day just in the theme park, playing around and shop for lotsa lotsa stuffs, we dnt wana go out cos its tooo coldd, even in the indoor park we still had to wear our jackets, haha

2nd Aug - Day 5 (Homesick = 78%)

the main reason why we went to Genting, is this

my parents had to attend this National Leadership thingy, by the company

and this,

its very own, Elken's Oscar Nite held at Genting Convention Centre. phoaahh!!

before the Oscar nite, esehh, serious juaa

very lovely

i'm proud of you guys, mum and dad.

3rd Aug - Day 6 (Homesick = 100%, Sick = 48%)

godd, yeah, i was sick at that time, sore throat lagi, tsk tsk.. but yeah, the leadership thingy was over udah, so, time to go back to KL again.

Genting Convention Centre

at the Elken's Hall of Fame

Genting Highlands spectacular sights on the way back to KL

the journey took us 2 hours plus, almost evryone slept in the bus, awww, kan digambar2 mua sorg2 hahaha, we went back to KL and checks in to Melia Hotel, oooh i kinda love this hotel. haha

Melia Hotel, a bit blurry, darn 2.0pixel camera haha

4th Aug - Day 7 (Homesick & Sick = 100%)

yearggh!! time to go back home!

Sue's "awww damam ya urg atu, tapi maseh majal vain nya" face

ahhh another nice view. taken from our room in Melia Hotel

our van to the KL airport. oooo, im holding the Twilight Saga, people! =P

group photo with the van driver

phewwwwwwww!

arrivederci.

im just glad you're willing to do it

2008-08-19T20:38:00.004+08:00

i got the latest book!

limited editions only.

HAHA.

minta tampar si sue ah

i was just fooling around, using syd's phone and her book.

as you can see, i havent updated for a looooong time already, since the exam, because im tied up with the twilight books, i just finished the first book yday (gila kan? baru jua start yday morning). so the New Moon is next.

the superduper mega post about KL atu..just wait haha, batah bah loading pics.

and to my friend, Rifah, (si dyg ipah), take care in Korea, gosh a week nda skulah, siukkkkk, bah jangan lupa beli kan ole ole~ *GIGGLES*

hahahhaha, eugh. nvm that.

arrivederci.

please know that

2008-08-09T19:02:00.002+08:00

im back baby! batah pulang udah haha, but yeah, im busy, lately, revising for the upcoming kuali-flying examination.

i will update again, pretty soon after its all over.

im thinking of posting a superduper mega post bout my week in KL, woahh, lagging ni lappy ku leh nya loading too much pictures. yihii, haha apakan. just wait.

alright. i'll be back after the brain-blasting season is over, which is on the 16th of August.

meanwhile, feast on this, brought all the way from KL,

be jealous.. *raising both eyebrows*

i havent read any of those yet, so dont ask anything, i dont know how the story goes, but im sure it will be the remedy of my blasted brain after the exams. haha

thanks dad, love youuuuu! x)

arrivederci.

wherever you wanna take me, i'll go

2008-07-26T22:11:00.006+08:00

sigh.

time : 10.15p.m

duiii, lakat ni maseh drg semua byk either arah Zati's partay and Azim's partay. sigh

god, byk people turning 18 nowadays! new trend kah ni?? how come aku nda tau? no wonder im still 17... hahah, minta tampar si Sue ah. nda jua cali!

wondering why im not partay-ing?

i tell you why, it all began on a bright sunny day..pffttt!! malas tah ku ingau kan crita dari awal!
mum and dad, both are not here at this moment, theyre so far away...at Selangor, Malaysia, pasal ada krusus keraja, i dnt knw what. so anyways, they have been away since last wednesday, yes, leaving us three home, for the second (or ws it third?) time. haha which is super COOL! despite the fact, last night rumah kami selahau, blackout tia, byk kali lagi tu! so yeah, before they went off kan, they say "..any partays, any hanging out with friends are strictly forbidden during our absence..", so yeah, payah tah sudah tu kan object. haha, i dnt mind really, biar tia, i feel safe at home. haha wth

but, whats more COOL-er is.... next monday, 28th, us three will board on a flight to KL, haha asi2 bah saja, releasing stress before the exams, *gasp* exammmsss! *stabs myself*

so, i'll be away for a week. i'll miss you

sigh, yes, a week. im gna miss a lot of stuff, studies and all, and get this, im bringing my notes and past year kesana jua, so you guys wanna bet, aku tebuat kah nda dsana? hahaha

sigh (byk kali udah im sighing ani)

bah, some random pictures coming right up!

nah, a nice pic of yours. happy? haha

coach Rudy & Ck Mizah's wedding

off to KL on 28th =)

lastly, i would like to congratulate..

the one in the middle, yg raise her hand, si Zati

and....

the one in the middle jua, si Azim

for celebrating their burpday on 25th (Zati) and 26th (Azim), sorry i cant come to you guys punya party, and enjoy the 18th life, you two!

arrivederci.

she's baaaack

2008-07-20T12:57:00.004+08:00

17th July 2008

Syaz is back! well batah pulang udah, before that date haha, aku gnya lagging nda berupdate sal ani. sorry dear.

Syaz came back, im not sure when exactly, because she wanted to make it as a suprise. and she did! hahah adakah this one day, on the way keluar the school gate inside Mich's car with Daus, Lingy and Mei Ping, (kami kan makan, at Hj Metali, kali?) sekaaali, i saw this familiar car passed our car, then EHH??? si SYAZ dalam krita ah!! hahah damn. awu aku tekejut beruk, HAHA

so yeah, then she came to school lagi, which was last thursday, because... aku tau urang atu rindu kami, yatah kaaann.. hahah

she came during the breaktime, no, earlier before that actually, awu, distracting aku during Mr.C's class hahah, msg2 pulang kraja ku. then we decided to (escape our cca) hangout with her outside the school.

inside Fy's car, at the back atu, mcm amah pelarian HAHA guess where did i sit? arh tangah2 krusi didapan ah! godd haha nasib baik inda membrek kuat si Nawi (driver si Fy) ah, if not i'll be thrown backwards, hitting on the windshield or (windscreen?), god dangerous ehh, and si Syaz ah kesian tertidur tia, yeah different timezone bah, alum fully adapt kali ia, haha

sushiihhiiiii !! at Misato, mua si Syd kelaparan ah

makan Nul makan, jangan malu2, hahhaaha

wooo, ani urang UK~ haha

the only picture yg ada mua ku, kabur lagi tu, tapi cute sorang2, awwwwww perasan aku atu.

kanyang udah...

after sushihihi-ing, singgah sebentar kami di Bakerlyn, membeli aiskrim, woah it rhymes! haha

one of our capi2 moments..

bila kami kerumah mu Syaz?? haha

arrivederci.

the day my entire world melts

2008-07-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

pasal Global Warming kali ni. haha

today was a very hot day. awu! like seriously. i am not kidding.

first period was physics. the lab was..., uhuh, the aircond was not working this morning. yeah, imagine that, sweating early in the morning, what a great way to start a day huh? teacher came shortly after we start to excrete sweat on our backs, "welcome to hell teacher!" i said, haha nadawah i was just kidding. physics is on the application topics, i tell you , sumhow its really interesting how stuff works, the CT scan, MRI etc etc. gila first time aku pay attention banar2 kali, haha.

after physics, was free period! woohoo, the best subject in the worldddd, HAHA. the library was cool, thank god for that. i was planning to do some revising, pffftssss nda jua jadi haha, too many distractions. so i ended up walking around the bookshelves, picking some random books - Tour Guide to Korea haha, i know roight. really nice actually, i wanna go to YongPyong Resort! its wonderful baby! with the snowy hills, gosh, what a sight. ahem. haha

YongPyong Resort, Korea.

okay sue.. hellew? go back to Brunei here. haha.

free period was fun, isnt that always? haha the guys, Bahri, Azim, Adeq and Hanis main the super big cards. cali drg tadi, they played, betting on some random stuffs haha, ada tia sampai betting on the library books e.g the Atlas, hahah i wonder sapa *points at Azim*

desperate people, betting on MS Receipt, a tippex, a badge, Adeq's stapler, pendrives, haha banyak lagi ni stuff drg.

chemistry was fun, (haha nada words lain bah si sue ani). chemistry is always been great, you know what im saying, haha. except the part, well yeah, palui tu, dont ask, i really dont wanna talk bout it anymore, whats done is done.

so where was i? oh yeah, Stats next! teacher Bew was mad sikit tadi, because Miz, Qibs and si Sue were late, jauh bah perjalanan dri Chem lab ke maths class ani haha alasan. stats as usual, byk works to do, for next week, three papers must be done.

eh crap, ngaleh ku. haha apakan.

notice the tiang? no, im not referring to the retort stands. HAHA atu bah, ada Biology student asi2 in the Physics lab ah.

and.. haha ahem ahem, gosh apakan aku ani. dtg penyakit kali haha

i went home around 2 ish. and phewwww! *wipes off sweat on the forehead* at the concourse tadi was HOT. seriously, merah mua ku. you have no idea how i felt at that time, my face blushed, warm brabis pipi ku when i touched it. ohh goshiegoodness. haha, ahem.

i slept after i got home, overslept i meant, haha, darn, Joshie's songs ani very soothing bah, sampai nda terbangun, limpas my tuition time, haha, yeah, i came around 4.30 to the tuition place, an hour late, woahh haha.

i am craving for sushi right now. aku hinting tu. haha

i love you

arrivederci.

love you, more than i could ever promise

2008-07-16T20:41:00.005+08:00

yesterday i went out with my family. (macam buat primary 3 composition eh haha)

pictures explain it all.

went to many places from the bandar to Hua Ho Mall at Tanjung Bunut, yes, my new hangout place hahahaha, thank god sini nada pokeis, yet. liat saja, ada tu krg they come invading the place.

singgah sebentar di kedai DQ membeli Ribut Taufan Oreo (Blizzard Oreo). gila atu lame haha.

Ribut Taufan Oreo. haha, someone please slap me

then menyimpang to the next kadai, Jolibee, gila nda jua puas tu, makan lagi ani wah

this, plus my burger and Pita Sandwich to come. i was really hungry.

oh yeah, before we ate, we went up, pasal kami sakai they said ada arcade. hehehe (wth sue?), but then the arcade was closed, and we found animals! outside the arcade, awu!! nda caya? haha patung2 bah, ada this lil baby with her mom, she was scared of the big cow, and cried, awww haha.

meet a panda. brijap ah, liat2, insecure ku.

memerah susu lembu, HAHAHA

next stop, my tutong house. its been a while man. i really miss my Pentagon.

wassup brader?, this is the left side of the house, where we can just sit, chill and watch the sunset

yihhh kabur!! bisai udah the colour, darn it

love these two pics below. very nice, siuk ah di gambar

night time. still at the house, terlampau rindu bah awww haha

durang kan "shuffling" (?), haha setaie

okay, 1st attempt...

hahah sampai tegugur2 ani bah..

attempt ke brapa udah ni?....

at last, yeayyyy!!!!!!

arrivederci.

tell me that you really love me

2008-07-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

His Majesty's 62nd Birthday celebration.

No school. Holiday!!!!!!!!!! HAHA gosh lain pulang dipikir kan nya si sue ani

anyways, here are the pictures taken during the celebration's month. as you know, my place, Gadong a.k.a G-Town, i think, is one of the most likely to be decorated places in Brunei, because Gadong attracts people, and pokeis eeee!

i took these pictures on the way home from school and after jalan malam2. same place, different period of time.

rugged ehhh??? hahaha

this, i took in the Bandar Seri Begawan area. the night pic, i took two days before the actual day. the day pic was on the actual day itself, my dad took this during his way to the padang area.

these pictures, my dad took it, from the Grand Stand, he was invited sumthing sumthing haha, andang selalu evry year.

...and some cucul-ly pictures!! HAHA wth

right now, i need you here, i really do

arrivederci.

2008-07-12T19:38:00.004+08:00

i am supposed to post this quite a while ago. haha, i just remembered when im browsing through my pics folders tadi. i wana post because the pictures were....my gosh, banyak. haha, pictures worth thousand words... so here it goes.

- grabbing/copying/saving any of the pictures below are prohibited -

my uncle's wedding. sumwhere in Tutong. this was a day before the school reopened during the last term holiday. haha batah kan? aku baru ingat ahh, tsk tsk.. sue

Mohd Zainurin & Noryaninani

candid moment. jrg ada tu haha

a non-candid picture

oi brader! serious jua the face. HAHA

awwwww <333 macam kanak2 aku ni

haha uncle eyen ani..

sisterly love~ haha aww

ahem, lawa eh ayahanda dan bonda atu HAHA sapa jua gambar ni.. *raising eyebrows* haha

wedding crashers, tu yg dbelakang ah

time balik pun vain maseh ani bah. oi brader?! liat camera bah HAHA

posing tgh2 jalan, atu baru ya,vain, the little gurl dibawah, Nana, bangang liat kami ah, haha

hahah finally my brader smiles! hahaha i love this pic, everyone's really happy despite the heat

phewwwwww! 2.45 hours under the sun, finally we decided to go home.. yeah right! we went straight to the Petani Mall after that hahha. just hanging out with cousins, bought some clothes and stuffs, haha.

Petani Mall, Tutong.

i got the vain genes from her. no kidd hahhaa

we sat arah the sports section in the mall, aku duduk arh lantai ah, nda kira, my heels were killing me, like shit, merah bah tarus my feet. sakit bejalan yo.

the killer heels. use at your own risk.

after that, we went to the ICC. roadshow bout sumthing, im not really sure wats it all about, its pretty useless i think.

on the way to ICC. the Tutong highway

one last shot, bah udah tah vaining people!

okay, im tired. oh my cuddly bed, come to meee.. hahha

arrivederci.

i'm singing cause you're so, so into me

2008-07-06T19:50:00.005+08:00

one week after school reopens! woahhh, *wipes forehead* im alivee *triumphly fists the air* haha wth.

okay, lets recap. haha setaie bunyinya

hrmm, what happened this week..

ive handed in my debts, well mostly, to ayahanda Chong (HAHA), woohoo, si Sue rajin kamu, baru tu!

and so, things went on quite.. well, all i can say its err normal, for this first week of schooling. except the fact that ive been rushing, running here and there all around the school, a marathon, to be exact, the reason is, im avoiding some poeple, yeah, trust me, you dont wanna know...

...well, actually you do, i just wanna put that phrase bah, mcm cool, i think its from a movie i cant seemed to recall what it is, the part where the person asked a lady "what.. what is it?" and the lady laughed (control ktawa nya ahh), and say to the dude "ahah-ha, trust me, you dont wanna know dear.." haha, okay, you guys probably nada clue what im talking bout, but the point is the person asking atu nda paham wah and and and....*so excited telling this, but the crowd mcm bangang*.. i should stop, can i stop? maybe i just stop this, bah i'll stop, well im stopping now..okay i stop now. *stratches head, nervously laughed, look down and run away* hahha okay wth.

the point is, i am avoiding some people. if you wanna know the real detail, you have to be with me always first. always here is defined as evryday, evrynight, almost evryhours, and evry moments possible. you copy? haha

alright, enough talking bout this*zips the mouth*

physics lesson on tuesday was fun. group practical about random radioactive decay. dont wanna explain further on that, kindly refer to my Nuclear Physics notes. haha

aktibiti menjuritkan lantai kelas

the cubes, precisely counted

picking up the blue cubes after each throw

damn, masa ani the cubes melakat ahh, paksa exert maximum force to overcome the bonds between the cubes. oh my god, aku lame

esehmen, handal urg ah, satisfied lagi usulnya tu haha

ni amah ku, nda mau mau kan ikut bekaraja

lets hope, next week (isuk), school will be a better place. pfftt yeah how i wish.

oh, by the way,

love this book, kalah herry pottarr yaw! its Qibah's.

so thats it, for now. wish me luck for tomorrow to be a better day. erm yeah.

and... my hair is short.. again. but this time is longer than my emo hair dulu hahha

FLASHBACK!

uhuh, this is my emo hair last year.

some people say "wth sayang tu yur hair panjang udah, kau pendek kan lagi", the thing is i dont fancy medium hairs, ngaleh ku jaga. maybe next time.

before

after

mcm chubby mua ku haha

another 'before' picture, masa ani aku retarded

the 'after', hahaa makin retarded.

damn that haircutter, hairdresser, nail cutter, whatever lah!! mcm cali pulang but yeah i dont care

HAHA damn, i never gna post this kind of pictures (yg retarded ah) after this, cant believe i have the guts showing that. haha oh well, *shrugged and smiling sheepishly* haha ahem.

i'm with you and baby, you're with me

arrivederci.

just know that i am by your side

2008-06-26T21:35:00.005+08:00

ive watched this today - Wanted

freaking awesome. you guys should watch, its good. love angelina.J in that movie. not gna spoil off the storyline for you, so go see yourself. bah liat kamu liat haha

after the all those laughter and...tears (yes, god knows why it came out when i was watching that movie, mcm inappropriate haha), the usual us decided to try being pokeis (here, we call them poklans) just for fun, so we walked around the Mall (ooooh kamu deMallz yOh, aHakZ), ground floor to first and the second, and phew, being pokeis was a hell lot of "fun", so we stopped by arah Mister Pizza, and ordered drinks, hahah ViDa juA Tu yOh, DiKaDai PiZa tPi mEmVaLiH MiNomAn GaNya, PaCaH bUii, AhaX!

omg Sue, you better stop this *slaps her face and she repents*

haha, *clears throat*, so yeah, where was i? oh yes, Mister Pizza. nothing much, just laughing our ass off, talking, and talk more, and laugh lagi, and talk, dan seterusnya..

me and my hot choc, mind you, this drink tasted like plain water added with 15 teaspoons of sugar

Fy (ia puasa tapi makan tangan? haha kidd) and Nul, her drink also, goddd, seguni sugar rasanya.

RAWR Fy

awwww si Mizah ahh, haha

napa Nul? manis kan? i knowww!

instant sugar rush!! anyone?

after spending some time filling up our tummies with sugar, spice and everything nice... we went kesabalah arah Essensuals, Miz said she needed a haircut, the Nicole Richie style. yeap well, im nt in the mood to lose my hair at that time so yeah, maybe next time. a definite maybe. HAHA

Essensuals - beauty hair & nail spa ,esehmen setaie aku ah buat advertisement

vain vain vain. tsk tsk.

haha so yeah, thats my day for today, err yeah.

oh wait, here's some pics, i took it otw home this night or tonight? apakan, ehh, malam ani tadi bh aku gmbar, haha

i love this camera man!! lawa ahh, makes the inside car looked like a space shuttle thingy

hahha oooo

i like this one! eventho its not a good shot, but the shaking makes it err lawa, colourful baby!

listen,

you make my world go... no, you are the world to me.

arrivederci.

you're the light in my deepest darkest hour

2008-06-24T19:38:00.007+08:00

いい日だったね。 - Depapepe

don't ask. i just love that song. i'm listening to it at this very moment.

hrmm ive got nothing err nice to talk about, just that, i wana post something bout my maths tuition class, pasal i found some pictures, so yeah, haritu pasal the dreadful chemistry kan. next time, i'll talk about my pyhsics tuition lah.

Pure Mathematics tuiton class, it is because i prefer Statistics than this, so i attend this tuition class. Mizah brought me along to go there actually haha, but then come to think of it, i really do need it. pure maths ani payah bahhh, sanang g stats. so yeah.

every Friday, 2-5p.m. yeah, no kidd. three hours straining our brain, flushing all its juices.

our teacher, Ck.Rosita, frm MS, she teaches Mechanics Upper Six, (kah? nda sure tho), she's verrry organize, i tell you, evrything is neat, yeah she did all the past paper exam solutions all by herself, handwritten, and its neat! awu aku majal ni, but yeah, you'd react the same way when you see her solution papers. and her filing system on her selves lagi , yeah, jealous ku, cubatah bilik ku neat cematu, haha.

our first class (or second kali?). it was held in the living room, because the 'real class' was still under construction at that moment. there's Fy on the left, me in the middle and Mizah , the one whose face yg dapan brbis ah, haha

voila! the 'real class', this is from teacher's point of view, aku setaie duduk tampatnya haha. Nawi in the yellow shirt, and there's our chinese fren, gosh, until now i dnt knw her name haha oops, Mizah in red, standing , and Fy sits next to her.

my study spot in the room. yeap, and look ahead, its the Digestive thingy biscuits and Choki-Choki! and thats teacher's hand, yeah, Ck. Rosita sits there jua kdg2, gossiping about school..ooo haha

three hours doing maths got us butt cramps haha, yatah sampai terduduk arh lantai atu. our works mana pandai siap ni haha, we talked A LOT.

another reason why we prefer sitting on the floor...meet Button! teacher's cat, very cuddly, manja lagi tu aga2 kaki urg, eeee, haha cute.

cant escape from being soo vain. as always, tsk tsk.. mcm aku nda tu nya haha. kan membuka biscuit atu pun mesti bgmbar haha, drg ani.

yeah, there's no wonder why we cant finished our works in time haha, ada tia urg ber-EMO arh dinding atu.., Mizah atu lain tu dibuat nya, dont get fooled by her, haha

cant get enough just by talking, eating and sitting on the floor, relaxing our mind, we head out of the room, towards the garden, haha no kidding, mcm yeah tcher pun understand, tiga jam memarah utak nyamu, sapa kan tahan..HAHA, we need some fresh air!

anddd, there's Ck.Rosita.

kami paksa ia ni ber-vaining sama kami, dakat krita nya, haha, she's a very nice teacher, full of life, or should i say... full of rumours and gossips about school..? hahah nadadeh, most of them came from us jua. i respect this teacher, not like that one, errr yeah, you know what i meant.

so that's all for now.

tell you what, i miss someone

arrivederci.

thanks for the memories

2008-06-20T21:37:00.004+08:00

ive just finished reading this

another wonderful piece of art from Cecilia Ahern.

from yesterday noon, till this morning, haha so it took me around.. *counts fingers, minus my sleeping time* ermm..just 11 hours! oh wowee, haha, seriously i cant get my hands off this book.

for me, its really good, not sure bout other thoughts though, but yeah, you guys shuld try reading it , Lingy also! haha must try this dear =)

thanks Mei Ping, you brought me this. i really owe you this time.

arriverderci.

another night i can hardly forget

2008-06-18T14:43:00.005+08:00

went to Charcoal last night (17th June) with them clans, or the geng, or them homies orr whatever you wanna call it.

i dint took a single picture, not that i forgot to take any, but yeah, i wanna enjoy the moment, eating and laughing my arse off with them, which suprises me, because i know im so vain (some ppl agree on that, kan kan? haha) , but yeah, two camera's (well, three, if zimin's phone included) for ermmm, *counts* eight person squeezed in a five-seater? yeap, it was more than enough.

and i realised sumthing also, most of us who came last night, are bloggers or blogger-ians, or or, bloggahers or orr... erm darn it, i cant think of the precise word to use, so i'll just call them, bloggies, haha cute.

the bloggies are...

Zimin si Jeng-Guts, Bahri si Juggernaut, Fadhil si Uncle ku, Daus si drg punya little fren DLF, Mei Ping, si ...urg yg blayar tah gnya kraja nya, cubatah bawa aku hmph, haha but hey, i'll miss you, ahaha (and thanks for the stuff you gave, i appreciate that).

...and also..the non-bloggies.. Hanis si drg punya soulja boi and Michelle si cute ringtone nya dmalam.

it was fun, yeah, a great remedy for me whom bound to feel anything else other than boredom in less than a minute. yatah, i need to go out more sumtimes.. before i kill myself. haha emo

Uncle D or simply, Fadhil sent me, Bahri, Zimin and Mei Ping home, right after we finished eating, well.. after waiting for someone to finish eating that is, (tuu si Mei Ping ahh). Michelle sent Daus home with a diff car. and Hanis..since ia soulja boi, ia jalan kaki krumah, haha kidd, i think his dad picked him up.

the whole journey lagi tia, tsk tsk *shakes head*, Zimin and Bahri finally got their hands on their dream mag, FHM, yes, you heard it right people, the famous men's magazine. and picture this, two men reading one magazine with a girl squeezed between them at the backseat in a car, haha eww. luckily i was infront with Uncle D, sooo can you guess whose the unlucky one? heheh. ada tu picture nya on Bahri's blog, haha, and we talked bout a lot of stuff on the way home,bout family-bonding (Mei Ping keep on emphasizing this when both me and Fadhil starts to talk), school stuff, rumours and etc etc. which was uber fun, nuff said.

so i thanked you guys for the wonderful evening (eseh), and Fadhil, for sending me home.

arrivederci.

i'm counting the hours now

2008-06-16T18:31:00.005+08:00

today i'm glad, and i am so happy. i'm head over the hills and any other hills that stands on my way. erm yeah, whatever that means, hahah

,and why is that?

you tell me

i cant wait for the moment to come. please make it fast!

i'm fond of giving statements which make u guys stratching your scalps off thinking what does it meant. and yeah, its just me, i likee

im smiling all the way today, from the moment you brought the sunshine to my eyes this morning, and till now, and it will not stop.

arrivederci.

forgive me if I'm young, for speaking out of turn

2008-06-14T22:14:00.010+08:00

countless times of sighing, and frowning, and staring at the same empty space, and sitting on a corner in the room..yes, aku emo, and i dont care

Come Home - Onerepublic
....

finally, i got this pictures saved my lappy. taken using my W850i phone and some using my dad's Canon S5 IS. these are just some of them, lots more to show actually, but my mind's just not in the right tune at this moment. maybe next time.

some i edited just to compensate my boredom. sigh

all three of them, i took using the phone, yatah low sikit the quality

hey pentagon room, i miss you. and the rooftop too.

half of the pentagon, the rooftop's on the other side, but usually i just sit on that porch(?) arh my window ah, during the night, pastu kana marah leh my dad, ia takut patah, kebaratan, yeah imagine that, aku? kebaratan? hrmm.

this place has the most wonderful night view ever,darn, i so miss this place

i didnt edit these two, its really dark outside the car, freaky ahh, around 5ish p.m, i think

the beloved Sony Ericsson W850i, dont worry dear, i still gna use you if i have the Xperia. no kidd

and lastly, meet the photographer. sampat lagi mempromo tu, tsk tsk.

- Sue -

arrivederci.

i want this

2008-06-13T20:46:00.007+08:00

omygod, omygod!
saya mau ini!! sungguh jahat(so bad)! yeah, how lame can i be?

behold,

the beauty of technology.

- Sony Ericsson XPERIA X1 -

beautiful, isnt it? complex though, by the look of it, but, nah, i can handle it, eseh, haha

the only thing which doesnt looked right up there is...the hand, apakan tu, cubatah hire fingers yg bisai2 untuk pigang the phone. haha

will be released in September, i think. sigh

and saya mau iPod classic lagi. darn it, another sigh.

im sigh-ing too much today, byk oxygen perhaps?
or is it carbon dioxide?
or there's another kind of gas?
oh whatever.

a physics student's life can be tough sometimes, haha. all we care is just the life of machines. im just kidding on that, there's more than where it came from, haha apakan.

but hey, physics created that beauty up there! nyahaha, beat that. haha and again, im talking crap.

so, hrmm, daddy? mommy? anyone? aku mau tlipun ah, balikan aku.

my adorable thing, i miss you

arrivederci.

peace, at last.

2008-06-13T19:53:00.005+08:00

yeah baby! freedom at laaast.

but more to come in mid of August. qualifying exam *gasp* *intense dramatic music* haha mcm arh movie. but yeah, lets not talk bout it now.

anyways, 2nd term holiday's kicking in soon. wohoo, now i can relaxslashchill a bit more. believe it or not, last night i slept for 10 hours, yeap, the longest time ever since *counts fingers* four months. yup.

alrighty, time to de-stress myself. yeay, more blogging time!
yeah, should be, because obviously ive got nothing to do since....sigh..well, yeah.

hope this holiday will have more shine than the previous one. but then i doubt it. damn.

arrivederci.

9th June

2008-06-09T19:44:00.008+08:00

today, was fun, exciting and wonderful.

i wish today will never end. its amazing, one of the best-est days in my life, yes baby.

morning session

Chemistry was typical. Mr.C made his famous 'speech', again. we seemed to get used to it..sumhow

look, our organic homeworks, just handed in last saturday, hutang kami, but still have a lot to hand in, babal kan?

skipped Stats class, for some reasons. one, helping the guys on the Adopting Plants thingy, and two, havent finished my C.I and Hypothesis hwrk, yeah, and i am they called one of Ah Bew's shining stars? you gotta be kidding me.

Kahar, Zimin and Mei Ping posting up articles about the environmental concerns

awww, they got their own names! cute and adorable

farewell my cute lil plant..

and the adoption was a success!

then i went for Physics, finished the Quantum Physics topic and as usual more work. im not complaining though, not gna let that ruin my best day.

GP next. Data Analysis. yeah, hate that.

showoff! Azim with his new W910i. grr you

when boredom strikes, i dont like Data Analysis bahh

GP rocks!! yea yea Sim.

afternoon session

so the morning session ends. went straight to the cafe during lunch, and i cant seemed to get my phone off my hand, so more pictures.

"adah! shoulder blades ku cracked", says Azim. then Mich and Qibs ampas ia, haha nda jua merati tu.

see Mei Ping's hand? finger nya satu ilang, ketulahan bakas haritu ah..haha

the Plant Adoption Centre.

and then we're off to UBD! with two lil buses. yep, cant talk much bout it, because it is exactly like two periods of Chemistry lesson in school, no, make it..four.

there's Mr.C! he's leading the pack for today's trip

haha kesian kamu jalan kaki, woo

get what i mean? totally the same as our Chem lab, except its bigger and have cool stools.

attentive banar ehh.. haha

the trip was about High Performance Liquid Chromatography (HPLC) and Gas Liquid Chromatography (GLC), the UBD has both of the devices, so we went there to see the things in real life. and yeah it was interesting, a lot.

the trip's Grand Finale, was the.. refreshment/makan time! HAHA, yeah, got sugar rush that afternoon, but i likeee haha

they're waiting for their bus, batah ah, andang jua nda merati driver nya, i heard

kacau eh that tiang, not the black one, i meant the one behind it giving the peace sign, blocking si Azim ahh, HAHA

can't escape from being vain, as always

WARNING : Not for weak stomaches, or you'll die errr.... laughing.

Sue si Babi, Ainul si mulut berPout, Mizah si bangang tpi berijap

Sue si mulut berPout tpi hotter, Ainul si Babi juling, Mizah si "mari belajar anak2, ini daa-guu"

Sue si "innocent tah tu smile ah? ptuii", Ainul si mcm ambuk kan pout, yth nada usul atu, Mizah si Babi tapi vain babi nya, wth nda natural

hahahha, ahem yeah, so yeah.haha VAIN banar ehh kami atu.

and i wanna show you something.

Sue's and Mizah's phones, we switched the back cover thingy

then tadi, Ivan and Sim ikut tah jua, haha rugged ah, its like limited edition phones.

today was wonderful, and i love it, so much.

laughters and
wonderful words still ringing in my ears, i dont want it to stop.

arrivederci.

plant more trees, save the world

2008-06-07T17:10:00.010+08:00

sumthing happenned today, erm no.. not THAT thing *points to the post below* haha, apakan

well, i am glad THAT thing ends today, i think., i hope. eh nda tu sue, mana da lagi tu bah, stop thinking of it.

so yeahh, today, i decided to stayback, and we, the MS Youth-ees planted adopted lil plants to their respective lil pots, eseh, haha, the lil plants are to be adopted/sold/owned on Monday next week, the day our school will be celebrating the Environmental Day, cute ahh the plants, adorable mcm baby.

it was soo effing FUN tadi, my hands were dirtehh and filthehh with fresh brownies,i mean fresh soil, haha wth sue. i never plant a plant in a pot before, so that will be my first time, haha wohoo, iski.

i have my own plant booked tadi, si Skittles namanya, but then, me, being not selfish for a while there, decided not to keep it for my self, i'll just let anyone have it, hoping that the owner will take a very gud care of my lil Skittles , sniff sniff.. haha

brownies! anyone?

phew, the plants are potted at last, time ani tgn ku bersih dah ni, nda g dirthehh

(Parental Advisory) making the pots nicer with gold ribbons. haha.

lending a hand on the banner/manila card/the adoption notice thingy, thanks Miz you took this pic

ahh nice isnt it? mcm back to kindergarden class rasaku tadi colouring this thingy, siukk

ready to get adopted, awww

haha an irrelevant picture, what do you call this thing? squirter? haha hrmm, nvm that.

i had a blast(or splash?) with this "pengancit aing", this thing keep on squirting water arh urg ah evrytime i hold it, so yeah, its not my intention to do that. HAHA

*Michelle storms towards me, hitting me on head with a pot, followed by Mei Ping, strangling my neck attempting to break it into million pieces, both of them will shout, "nda sengaja nya mu, Sue?!?"* hahhaha hrmm, bah awu awu, sheesh, its fun bah, loosen up a bit people. haha

so yeah, Monday's the day, 9th June, at the School's cafeteria, during breaktime..

adopt one of these cute plants, hurry its in limited amount. first come first serve (mcm advertisement wah haha)

Be concerned to our World's Environment, wake up and do sumthing! start to recycle for instance. tin cans, plastic bottles and papers.

you can make a difference.

arrivederci.

a piece of me i'm trying to understand

2008-06-04T19:58:00.008+08:00

i am feeling very funny within these past few days. its like my mind's not with me, most of the time. feels like,.. i'm not myself. fullstop.

only God knows what's really going on. and i need to find out why. i really do.

i hope i did not say or act anything that is way beyond the limits or simply stupid, towards the people around me. it is like im having a non-stop headache even when im sleeping, i can still feel the pulse on my head, so believe me ,it was unintentional. and i apologise, if i did.

this thing has to end soon. quickly. before it gets worser, and worst.

,and i am still 17. sigh

2008-06-04T18:30:00.013+08:00

hello there.

*thinks what to type* ermm.. *thinks again*

well, what the heck? lemme just type whatevr in my mind right now. so here it goes.

last friday, yes, Chem Paper 2 and Stats exam day, was mind blasting but sumhow it went seriously awesome towards the end. because apanah? the exam papers sumhow suffocates me, and when i thought that day was a sofuckinghard day, bright lights shone upon me.

yep, that 'light' were Mich's and Fadhil's cars. oops correction, 'uncle Fadhil', sori yaw, i have to. haha. so, we drove the cars! and its manual! it's my first time driving a manual, erm usualy i drive the auto pajero , haha ssshhhh jgn bising. haha, but i cant now, because of the road accidents are increasing by the day in this country, thus my mum's being overly paranoid. so i stop driving, illegally.
haha

anyways, it was FUN! first try using uncle Dhel's (HAHAH) car was hillarious. adakah teberanti, haaha membari malu. oh and Mizah and Qibs were there also, mizah tried Malz's car, tapi auto , so still buyuk kau mizah haha. but then aku batah lagi ah! eeeee, November is still a long way to go. damn, i cant wait any longer.

Mizah, driving Malz's car. and we decided to follow pakai Mich's car

ani cali, Mizah suddenly stops, in the middle of the simpang, haha Mich, Qibs and me was practically screaming. haha

after that, i followed uncle Dhell, membali minyak, tu nah mua nya haha Nawi was there also.

picture of the day, haha nadawah, taken inside uncle Dhell's car, i called my dad because masa otw to the fueling station, i saw my car drive past us. haha, and daddy was a bit angry, err yeah, haha

and night time came, my parents had their business trip to KL, so they left us three home alone, hahah, yeah and so imagine how the house looks like during the 3 days holiday. haha, we did all sorts of fun together, ahh you know, haha the stuff which always get nagged by our old man, and mom. so yeah, im sure u guys know how to make fun when our parents are out. no need further elaboration on that. haha

sigh, and the exam's not over yet. 12th June, the last day, i am looking foward to it, haha, yeah right.

well, i am looking foward to get out from this room, on that day,after Physics paper at 3 p.m.

pastuuu,the 2nd term holidayyyyy! isnt great? haha yeah baby! haha hyper jua aku ah, wattheheck.

arrivederci.

28th May 2008

2008-05-27T17:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!

to..

Nabilah Syafiqahhazimah! err sapa kan tu..? meet my sister ,Syafiqah or si pikah, the youngest of three. the manja one(ptuii , HAHA just kidd). she's turning 12 today, 28th May 2008.

awwhh, zaman muda2 HAHA

the shorty hairs, time dulu2

Nabilah Syafiqahhazimah & Nabilah Suhairah

sometime she can be sooo annoying ,sampai aku mental, and kan makan ia, HAHA

and sometime, we both can be EMOs, sigh *cuts wrist*

most of ppl are quite aware of our so-called BIG (electrifying, baby!) eyes.

yeah, just for your day, kaka post mua pikah yg lawa, and kaka bida and bangang.

i love the times yg we laugh out loud (and nda mau branti kdg2) at almost evrything, even a slightest cali ever,pastu nda gi tu mau stop, sampai mami tagur balik2 hahah

haha we love each other, yeah i know i know, mcm its against the nature of having siblings hahah. sekali sekala ja ni. haha

sooo, once again Syafiq-ah!! HAHAHA *lari*

Happy Birthday sis! have a blast and you owe me chocs!

and i... errr. i.... *inhale* i love you.. *runs away* HAHA

bah, lapar ku. i want cake. gimme cake, i'll give you phone. hahah

arrivederci.

picture perfect

2008-05-24T19:46:00.006+08:00

yesterday my dad bought this new camera, yeah, mcm out of the blue, he was like talking about cameras dlm krita and apparently he said there's an exhibition about camera (Canon & Nikon) arah HuaHo Manggis/Mall. so after Maths tuition we went straight there because i said to my dad yg aku mau liat cana usulnya. haha.

so yeah, after bejam jam kami di huaho atu, my dad finally decided to buy his dream camera on the spot, eseh. haha

ahh yes, this one, Canon Powershot S5 IS

the camera on display at the Huaho Manggis

so yeah, i havent touch that camera much, because of my hectic weeks,yeah, nanti2 tah, during the hols maybe i'll go to the beach to get a clear and wonderful shot of the sunset, haaa, sounds nice kan? i love it, you know.

and yes, look look, i wanna show you how long we were at the Huaho Mall yday.

here's a couple of shots taken time aku duduk2 dluar ah, awu banar, mcm poklen emo sul ku ah. haha, and no, im not using that brand new camera, haha im just using my phone,time ani balum bebali tu camera ah.

here's another view, the Huaho rooftop.

yeah, imagine how long we were in there? sajuk lagi tu. that's why i always went out taking these shots, haha, alasan

love this shot, really, resembles how c o l o u r f u l my life is right now baby.

and yeah, im happy for my dad right now, mcm at last he finally found his perfect camera, evrything matches his choice, yeah, my dad's pretty artistic compared to my mom, she's a bit blur when come to stuffs like this, heheh sory mami, love ya. ooh so thats where i got my artistic personality from... my dad! haha apakan.

anyway, i want this so bad

Nikon D40

yes, i am obsessed and i loooove with SLR (single-lens relfex) cameras since childhood.

if non-SLR camera, i'll pick this

Canon Digital IXUS 85IS

macam cool usulnya, and rugged. haha

so yeah, hear that people? i want either one,uve got lots of time maseh, due date : 15th Nov 2008

hahah,nadadeh, im just kidding, really.... or was i?

smile always people, think of the love ones, im sure it'll brighten up your days.

arrivederci.

2008-05-21T00:20:00.005+08:00

exam has started.... haritu udah 15th May, and its gna end on 12 June, yeap..

GOODLUCK people!

ni nah, tampat kami semua clubbing pagi patang, from now onwards. the Examination Hall.

and hear this..

i am so in love with a couple of songs, a fren of mine recommended. yeap, she has a great taste of music, no doubt about that.

Thanks to her, now, everynight, Joshua Radin and Jason Mraz, both of them beside me,singing to my ears till i fall asleep. yeah, everynight, those beautiful music, soulful lyrics calms me instantly, soothing, i tell you.

and that is when im thinking about you, imagining you here next to me.

hahahah sue! esehmen , atu EMO!

arrivederci.

the devotion of time to chemistry, (erm? yeah just for a while)

2008-05-20T22:35:00.008+08:00

so as told earlier, chemistry with Mr.R.... is pretty hectic and demanding. yeap, the two words described the situation perfectly. but i am not complaining though, its the best thing , all of his work, filling up AS Syllabus in our brains for less than 4 months (?),i mean thats wow, i kinda respect him for that, just that. erm yeah.

so Sunday, 18th May, that day was hillarious. i was late, again. yeah, so i came in the scene, and saw lots of ppl, doing their works in every corners possible. i was puzzled, "ehh what the..? urang before kami ni, maseh kah drg? what happened?" haha.

then out of nowhere, Mr.R called me, "nabilaaah, you siap sudah your work?"

me, tekajutly replied, "erm , just a few question i cant do sir"

time atu, i saw Qibs and Wenyah inside a room,qibs was waving frantically at me, and aku smile tapuk2, wahh VIP class drg dua atu, esehmen.

Mr.R, with his serious (andang jua slalu) face, "bah, duduk sana and siap kan your work, cari answer from briggs" *points at the living rum*

then i knew, haha, drg semua ramai2 ani, kana tahan pasal nda membuat kraja, haha, typical us.

and he offered me, not just me, to all of his student, this mango juice + milk drink, yeah, but yeah, haha, until now, i never know how it tasted like, haha

Mr. R : "drink bah drink, its good tu, extracted from the real mango and i add some milk,*explaining where the mangos came from...*"

Sue : "errr, no sir , i dont wanna drink it, (my mind, "oh crap sue jgn rude!"), i mean i dont like mango sir, i only drink carrot juice with milk."

Mr.R : "oh really? *suprised face*, u only select fruits to drink ahh? (i seriously dont know what that means)" *take back the mango juice's glass*

Sue : "*attempt to fake a laugh* erm, yeah , something like that.."

hahah, yatah bah, what the hell? yeah, mcm tarus2 jua tu, takut ku , krg ... hahah well think of the possibilities, im not gna talk bad about ppl here.

rub the eyes people.... pictures, pictures!!

busy.. busy.. doing work.., at the living rum

awwwwh, i am so gna miss this "sacred" table, haha

Qibs and Wenyah, dlm VIP room Mr.R, buat kraja bah guys, vaining pulang kamu, haha

eseh, rajin kami atu, discussing kaliah... haha setaie

c Yvonne (yong, aku sabut real name mu! haha), ia arah VIP rum jua, nda mau2

Qibs, she loves that mango juice, it shows on her face, high banar jua anak ani..

wondering where's mizah? tu nah ia, alum siap kraja nya, yatah nda dpt duduk arh our "sacred" table

si Sue sama si Yong(sory Yvonne, i cant help it, ahah) ani vain kaliahh..

si Yong ani, majal with her finger yg ter"cut" atu, sighh, haha

so yeah, actually chemistry is a fun subject. YEAH , for those who can understand it, and those who made "the right choice" choosing it, and for those yg hrmm, mau jadi petro/chem engineer sudah basar nanti..

whatt the hell aku ah, emotional jua bunyi ku,
anyways, here's a tip for you guys, particularly for the juniors yg kan decide what to pick for their lifetime subjects

"think wisely on choosing between the three sciences, if you wanna be a Marine Biologist..take Biology, if you wanna be an Aircraft Engineer..take Physics, and if you wanna be a Drug dealer *cough* i mean Drug Specialist.. then take Chemistry" - Sue.

HAHA atu setaie urg ahh, woo!

so yeah, for me, Chemistry is.....

yeah, saja pulang tu post that pic, pasal mcm cool.

arrivederci.

2008-05-17T13:30:00.009+08:00

great things happened today, c'mon c'mon follow me, i'll tell you what....*take you by the hand, and bawa lari2* haha

i still had my flu since last thursday, uggh, butttt, dno why, even my nose brbisly annoying today, tersiruk siruk gnya krajanya, tpinya im still happy hahha, banar, i woke this morning with a smile, pastu i laughed to myself , my mind was like ,"wtf sue, time selesma cemani pun kau kan senyum2!" yatah kan unbelieveable,and why is that? you tell me why. haha

i can still smile throughout the day, eventho i feel like strangling my throat because nda nyaman wah rasanya, a flu with a sore throat plus the headache, what a great combination, mcm a perfect disaster.

breaktime came, out of nowhere si Daus brought this box and poured out the isi (all sweets and choki2 and hello pandas and all those stuff which can make teeth fall off in splits of a second if we consumed overload amount of it), i thot he brought a box lot of live cockroaches (entah, tarus2 jua aku pikir cematu atu) HAHA, ready dah ku tu, naik krusi, haha nada deh.

woohoo, mcm santa claus coming to our town

and today jua, birthday c Zimin! one of the very good frens of mine, uhuh yeah ,so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and i heard ia register sudah driving license thingy, arggghhh min, gila semangat yo, aku batah lagi ah, baik bawa kami jalan, as soon as u got you license and your car, haha,and so drg2 the geng balikan/suprisekan ia with cakes from Mum's (iakah? not sure..haha), nah some of the pictures taken, seriously, tadi mcm ramai papparazzi and im one of them, haha

the Birthday guy

birthday cake nya, and he got TWO, damn, haha

spotted at the scene (1), the O.C.S dudes!! ohoy mateys!! =P

savouring the cake(s), nyaman guys? its nice ah, i like

eh Sim? lapar maseh?? haha say cheese Fadhol!!

spotted at the scene(2), Cocok Sanggul, the Twalfe Mei gurl! that "suprised" face again haha, arh zimin's ada ni, haha sama yo

gambar sama geng haha, bahapa tgn nya ah..

awhhh min, kan nangis? =P haha

spotted at the scene(3), ahem ahemm, *cough cough*

so once again zimin, Happy birthday, may you have a great 18th year, sighh aku batah lagi, damnit.

anddd another thing , guesss whose backkkkkkk......???? *smile*

Mr.C is back! ia on-leave haritu 1st May, and haritu he's not sure whether he get to continue his contract or not. but then 15thMay he came back! meaningg, he'll teach us till the end of year woohoo~

and tadi cali, i was like telling him "hey cher welcome back!", he just stared back bangangly, hahah sekali c Adi and Syef said "she said welcome back cher!", then barutah he responded "ooohh! thank you!"

haha sheeshh, fine, no one listens to the lil rascal in the chem family, sigh, haha menyamal, nada deh.

physics p2 on the 19th, and i hope my flu's gone by that time.

arrivederci.

twalfe mei two thousand eight

2008-05-15T17:21:00.010+08:00

ahh, ahem yea. *clears throat*

"twalfe mei" a.k.a Operation Cocok Sanggul was a complete success. yeap, it was made especially to a very gud friend of ours, Mei Ping. on the 12th May, at 2.37p.m, haha precise yo, or my watch hbis battery?. and because of her funny reaction when poked,(even a slightest one i guarantee you, she'll be soaring high up the sky, no kidd) , we called the plan/mission, as O.C.S as stated above, and her as the target or "Cocok Sanggul". cocok/cucuk wahh get it?

and soo anyways, i would like to thank from the deepest in my heart(apakan aku ah,nda tantu), to these guys, without you guys, my idea(not meaning to brag) of suprising this lovely person, Mei Ping, wont work. i owe u guys, wait.. c Meiping lah!! not me! hahah

representing, the O.C.S team members ;
Azim the Ozom, Hanis the Honis, Fadhil the Fadhol, Qibah the Kiboh, Mizah the Mizoh, Ainul the Onol, Michelle the Moch, Lingy the Lingoy and Adi Lisea the Odi.

its all about our hardworks and sweats, baby.
erm that explains the marvellous taste of the cake, HAHAH im just kidding on that, or was i....?

sooooo,thank you so much, to you guys and others yang willing on that day to help us out.

Suhairah the So,says THANK YOU!, awu thats how my face luk like when im grateful, haha.

bah bah pictures, i'm sory if you guys nda masuk, its either the camera nda muat, or the camera nda mau kamu, orr simply because you guys werent there when the camera was out, but i really want you guys punya pics sini bahh, pemalu ehh, haha
so yeahh.

the original writtings on Mei Ping's cake arah le'Apple punya resit, sapa ckp tulisan ku nda dpt dbaca ah?!?

"thinking caps" on during free period, i think this is when we planned to kill her tpi nda jadi, see the crumpled paper? haha

kiboh is "thinking" hard, uhhuhh yeah and so as Honis, -.- haha.

on the day itself, during breaktime, haha busy busy plus the heat, sweating man, but its worth it. yeap sory Moch if ada sratches on your car, oops.

SURPRISE MEI PING!!!!! haha. rehearsal bah.

the present, yang kana thought kami bagi her bricks and rocks, it was heavy man, dint expect that, haha.

so yeah, atu ja, its better to hear it from the person itself, read her version of twalfe mei, or arah Zimin's (sana ada gmbar Meiping kan nangis? wohohoo =P)

awwwwwwhh, malu2 tia urg ahh, pusing blakang tia, woo haha, smile dude we love you =),wipe those tears out haha, so once again,HAPPY (Belated) BIRTHDAY to you, Mei Ping si Cocok Sanggul. you know who you are.

arrivederci.

6th of May

2008-05-07T14:01:00.006+08:00

the BSP SCHOLARSHIP SCHEME TALK.

everyone was so damn excited earlier of the day, because, obviously, pasal kami nda blajar for da whole day! hahahaha, ahem, yeah, so there's this talk from BSP at Seria. but then later on we found out that the talk ani actually we heard it for like couple of times already last year, yatah kan, but none showed the "sudah-jua-ni-kana-bgtau-last-year-sampai-sanak-ku-mendgr" face, which is good, because the BSP peeps spent their time especially for us bah, and they need future successful leaders. so the talk was rather short so, we went homeslashschool early around 12.45ish or sumthing. everyone was tired, most of us, slept during the journey back,

and and teehee *mischievious smile*....

ahahhaahahhahhaaaaa, yatah bah, after this im not suprised if tmrw drg bubut aku dgn pemarang, haha, heheh, chill yo, mua kamu jua tu haha tapi ilang glam yo!! haha

and yeah, Syaz, thats for you. there's more to come, tunggu ja ah.. i know u miss us here badly. same here daleng, we really do.

p5 stands for panglima

2008-05-06T14:51:00.004+08:00

yeay.

sports day's finally over! back to studies people, bah c'mon anak2.. ;p , a bit disappointing Panglima lost this year, but hey, i think its okay,weve tried our best already, and i know Panglima-ians had a great time practising together, plus... baju kami rugged!!! haha bah byar yo $18, kna bg discount dah tu,... haha and and i think Laksamana deserved to win this year's sport day, haha, because entah ah, because kesian wah drg ah, 12 years udah drg nda manang2 haha yeap since...1996? haha, so kami kesian kan drg wah ni, hahaha im just kidding on that..

so once again Laksamana team , congratulations on winning the Sports Day 2008!

ahh pictures.. bah scroll down people..

the last practise at the girls hostel, gurls making the scarfs

the very last practise, its raining.. haha o well

awwwh, im gna miss u guys..

before kah after the tears ni..? haha

meet syd n sue, the Panglima "waterpipes"..haha aww

haha Panglima peepos, yg beulah2 saja..

i had a very great time together practising, even tho i rarely show my enjoy-ness, but i do love every moment of it, despite all those stress sana sini atu.. haha

sigh its my last year being a Panglima.. sniff sniff..

most of the pictures are taken from my twin-but-so-stiffo fren, HAHA,

sudah basar kau jadi aku ni, liat saja..

thanks Waff for the pics, and i think there's Nani's one also. thanks =)

those were the days ma fren...~

2008-04-29T18:48:00.005+08:00

haha.

yesterday is one of the worst day ever.

my fren, siti ipah (bukan nama sbnar), yatah kan c rifah haha, she fell from the stairs near the school's auditorium, got apatu.. bangkak in eng? haha on her right ankle. it sounded so bad, yeah i havent seen her pulang since breaktime yday, but i do hope she'll get well soon, hahah masa ani she's using the crutches/clutches/crunchies and watevr names u wanna col it. awwwww, bah my fren, ipah, get well soon, eat MORE haha, jangan cangkir-er than me, that will be.... entah.. haha

anyhoots, my mum's phone got stolen time ia kraja, yea and i am pissed because of that, dont ask why, ive been repeating the reason since last night.

the field performance practise just now ended so early, haha, maybe the peepos are tired of doing the same thing over and over and over and over again, most of the time synchronized udah usulnya, and im proud of that. butt lets keep that together till the 3rd of May, Panglima-ians!!!!! we can do it! hey ho lets go! HAHA.

hey i miss you, you know who you are.

haha awu im still puking out all the food ive eaten, SIGH, lapar ku

okay im done here.

2008-04-21T19:34:00.005+08:00

ahhh yes, its been a while man, yeah man, wth

anyways, hola! miss the hotness of me? haha pffts meher, mcm bimboish annoying haha.

the field perfomance thingy is just around the corner, two weeks? or was it a week left? 3rd May wah, bila kan tu..? yatah, i din go for the practise last sunday due to some undodge-able problems (masaalah yg tidak dpt dielakkan), and they said it was AWESOME. aiii, tima aku nada dtg , pandai ia siukk kan mati, sighss, haha

hear this people,

nothing can describe this feeling im enduring right now. yes you know who you are.

apakan kan kmu ani, makanan bah eh, food i nid you ryt now..

subconciously bulimic,yes, its been with me since last two weeks, practically everyting i ate, i consumed, i gulped, i *making weird cannibal eating sound* nyum nyam,ohh where was i?, yatah kan, almost evrything , i puked it all out, sekuat hati nya urg. which is so effing annoying, i have to endure my lapar-ness time buat hwk tgh malam, sighss.

ahh and congrats to ma homies, Nul and Syd, yeah you *points*, winners , 1st place for the interskul marathon thingy td pg. so proud of you guys, and HAHAH mua kmu itam! haha opps. tpi rugged lah kamu even tho i dunt really know what it is,dun get me wrong, i louf u guys, so yeahh.

2008-03-27T20:21:00.001+08:00

yay! holiday has finally comes to an end! i miss school actually, tons of homeworks still in pending. teehee

i am sick, ugh stupid flu, get away from meee!!!!

2008-03-24T16:24:00.002+08:00

yeay holiday, finally i found a teenybit of time to post sumthing!

tmorow, all the panglimas hav to go to school, ada field performance meeting, our song is "those days - Shaggy ft Nasha" which is pretty suckish, was expecting more like Ciara kind of vibe, but oh well, MIB bah ehhhh, paham2 lah.. the laksas got the "wain ap wain ap wain ap o yeay" song HAHAH, pahlwan lagu Just Fine by Mary J blidge, and hulus got the "mas que nada" by the b.e.p.

nothing extraordinary happen for the past few weeks of schooling, except Panglima won the cross country, which everyone shud knoe by now oready, yes (biaria, awu awu aku ktinggalan), anyways, Mr ravoof, gna give us a test on the 30th, awu, time cuti, ba-ee kalii, sigh, yatah everynite i have to force myself to be trapped in my study area, of cos lah, i dont mind, its for my benefit jua.

the important facts i want to shout out loud :

- SYAZ! i miss you, please come home quickly!!!
- i am in love with someone, but as usual,things like this doesnt go far
- I NID A HAIRCUT!! nt sure wat kind of hair shud i try this time, haha
- i wanna go out, sushi! UNAGI
- batah g berlesen aniii!!!!!!! aku mau driveeeeee!!

*peace out*

...

2008-01-15T17:11:00.000+08:00

i passed my medical test! tmburong baby wait fr me~, i havent pack anything yet, i havent go out to buy all the stuffs needed where the heck do we get nylon chord (2m x 2mm)? iyeaaa hafal, yes, lazy areshaul me, maybe tonyt im going out with my dad to buy sport shorts,oh yeah, im gna start tutioning with Mr. R, the chem tcher, monthly fee $200, no kidding, every fri and sun 9.30-11, for January he said he wants to double the time so he make it 8-11! oh lord......sigh,o well, anyways, headache's coming in now, my nose are getting tired of this stupid flu, and my insomnia is getting a bit better , thank god for that.

and you ppl might be wondering, why i rarely post any pics here?

im just simply, lazy....

plus the internet connection sucks.

the hottest picture of the night (grabbed from Syd's)

2008-01-08T10:12:00.000+08:00

place? : the Brunei International Airport

date? : 5th Jan 2008

time ? : around 6ish - 8ish pm

why? : sending Syaz back to UK

this is why mostly people hates us (never happen tho, but know knows hahah), because we are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking VAIN, thats one solid evidence tu, baru one and mizah is missing on that pic,jadi photographer ya, too bad cos this pic is HOT, actually is 50++ altogether seriously we were like a bunch of tourists yg first time come to Brunei, and the funny thing is urg yg kan blayar nya nada mua nya, because syaz was a tad bit late that night yatah sumthing went wrong, she can't make it to her flight, but eventually sumone agreed to give her space, i think it was one of the passenger, God bless him, thank god ada urg give her seat, because her exam starts on the 9th bah she nid to be in UK early before that...

anyways, Gudluck Syaz!!! mwah mwah xoxo

and and, oh! lookie dat, i have my fringe again!! :)

wadahek wadapak?!

2008-01-07T17:39:00.000+08:00

back to school again, sighhh,

wish i had my trusty earphones plugged and glued to my delicate ears listening paramore's, on the first day, this is when all my tchers starts to nag and tell the dreadful tale of A2 exams...... and guess what guess what???? IM A SENIOR MANNN!!!!!! wadahek wadapak!!!hahahahha welll, actually im not THAT excited being one , cause aku ni nada usulnya urg,hahah anyways, as usual the lessons starts ryt after the morning assembly, and my piercings still hurts, yup, *tries to touch, yeooww!!*

im joining karate this year with my bro n sis and cuzens as well, arah Pusat Belia ah, the Brunei Sotokan(?) Association they col it, i'll post my pics fighting my ass off soon, hiiiiiiyaaah!!!

owhhhhh yeahh, one more thing, i'll be joining the "Outward Bound Brunei Darussalam Course" thingy on the 19th, from my point of view,its sumkind of a course dealing with the forests in Temburong, sumsort of a leadership camp jua, only for us PraU 2s, the SENIORS, ahahahh!! *"wadahek wadapak" echoinggggg*, i paid already the fee which is $1oo, at first i thot it was $125, hahah palui, i din read the form bisai2, yatah kannn, macam balik2 i asked my dad for the 25 bucks, my dad gave me "this luk", then i scanned back at the form, *wadahek wadapak echoing againnnnnn* it says can register and insert $25 as deposit!!!!!! eh selahau ehh, haha

anyways, we have to pass a medical check up jua to join tis thingy, maybe i get my chckup tomorrow i think.... if i pass thennnnn *hallelujah chorus*, wheeeeeeeee, temburong here i comeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

YGC, and proud to be in it

2008-01-04T20:08:00.000+08:00

holiday updates

2008-01-04T10:32:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhh!!!!!!!

its like when the holiday starts my blog also took the same break with me, haha, okay, updates!, right............. ummm

dint get to go out much, sushi and Hitman on the 3rd with my peeps, my lil sis got hit by the chicky pox virus, and yep, have to babysit her, that BIG old baby!!! grrr hahahha

and then went out on the 18th, the supposed to be a suprise, but then nda menjadi, the plan ruined! arggh, heres the thing, Syaz came home from UK, yatah she wanted to suprise us, then she asked me to arrange the stuff, "18th di excapade 12.30 bla bla", but thennnn, si meejubur and kimah cudnt make it!! si nadia cant cause she went KK earlier.yatah, the only person yg already there was fy, haha, kesian si syaz , seorang saja yg got suprised of her comeback, but anyways, we did had fun together, us three,A LOT of unagi went down my throat dat day heheheh, bin craving for that for ages...

and then came this fucker to my life, i'll call him "Bot", but i'll tell that story on another post, not in the mood for that now..

back to the story on the 18th, us three finished sushi-ing, then went to the famous "poklan and other stupid urg yg nada kraja selain melepak" hangout place, the Mall Gadong, and heeeeeee, i got my ear pierced udah!!!! a pair on the upper right ear, awuu it hurts like hell!! but then a few days after that the pain slowly fades, but still ryt now when touched it hurts, but ppl often say if we be patient it worth it, blarrghh!! sumthing like that, not gna waste my time figuring the sentence out

then my holiday went on, all the way to Limbang, yep my relatives(din know i had one at first place, haha) had this stuff , "bertindik tlinga" haha coincidence kah tu? anyways, we had to wear this traditional Bisaya attire, whick is black with red-white stripes on the sleeves then the jongsarat kain, yatah it was damn hot!!! sweating like a pig, ppl said.

but we had fun also, cause all of use, the cuzens, gathered up and formed this grup called YGC (Yusop GrandChildren) "Yusop is our grandpa" *whisper* hahah!! YGC is a group which plays the traditional Bisayan gulintangan, yeap, i cant believe i can play trad. instruments so well.
i can play the Dombak(my fav.), tawak-tawak, the gong, the canang 3, and of course the gulintangan!!! hahahahhaha, it was soooooo effing FUN!, got two blisters on my right finger playing the dombak, hahaha, so love that moment, everytime the old peeps called "YGC" then we tarus go to our positions then starts to play all those lagu "parang","cayau","imang-imang", like a pro!, kana puji kaliah! hahahah *blushblush*

few days past, then 31st, new years eve, cant make it to syaz's bbq thingy, cause my grandparents suruh us, YGC, to gather and play our heads off till 12am, kira macam celebrate new year with gulintangan stuff lah, but overall it was a blast!, our smallest cuzen ,wafi we called him "api" haha, he also asi2 wanna play the gulintangan yatah the songs went all wrong but funny the sound also, okay my grammar sounds terribly wrong, but idc now

then school starts on the 2nd, sigh too early for me, i want the holiday to end fast, but not the school to start early also, but well, its life, of course, things can be so fun till you forget which way is up and down, but then things can be soooooooo irritating till you burst your head, stressing out the stupid problems..

2007-12-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

aduiiiiii, "-_-

got a new layout, but then my cbox disappeared , damn, really suck at these blogging code things

*sigh*

movies

2007-12-08T09:40:00.001+08:00

- watched ENCHANTED... it was soooo funnnn, wanna watch it again!!!!
-watched HITMAN.... well, it was okay,a bit boreng tho,ending nya was like "hmm..what?"

- i wanna watch the Last Breath (korean), but not alone, erggh *shivers*
- i want to watch Golden Compass!!!!!!!!!!!! arggghhh *stomps feet*

my "new" laptop

2007-12-08T09:06:00.000+08:00

yatah bah!!!!!

- my lappy kana re-format(?) , all my stuffs, my musics, my pics, my vids, games, programs gone!!!

say hello to the culprit, cd SIMS UNIVERSITY bought it $10 at THE MALL GADONG, they kadai peeps said "mau for vista" , then when i installed it all of the sudden my lappy shut down sendiri then restart balik, then the screen showing "crash dump, physical memory..blablabla", wth!!

then this lovely day, uda with family came, most of them played DDR (hehe, obsessed eh), but aku nda malas ku, then my dad n abg didie did sumthing, and miraculously my lappy came back normal, yeap , normal as in "LAPTOP BARU BEBALI NORMAL", gahhhh!! hilang, gone poof vanish my stuff in there! but thank god my lappy mau di on, not like haritu, restarts n shutdowns, restarts shutdown,, blurgh

sincere gratitude to my daddy and abg didie (mr.kakashi27)~ ~ ~ =P

CRAP CRAP!!!

2007-11-27T12:54:00.000+08:00

blurgggggggggggggggghhhhhhh!!!!! damn damn DAMN, i messed up with the html code for the layout, and the stuff dissapeared, tried to revert back to thingy and lain pulang jadi nya, grgggghh ggghhh!!!! now i have to use my old layout for a while,

sudahtah the internet cnnection nbya sucks!! blurrgh, hilang lagi tu the cbox tarus, hahaha tringat pulang ms ivy saying "you know nothing!" heheh, miss that old times~

okay, *inhale* *trying to fix the mess*, later~

exams finished, bt we love school

2007-11-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

you know wat sucks a lot? having my lappy in front of me, but no internet connection!! *sigh*

glad the exams finally walks off from our school, i think the A level students also finished, so basically everyone is having a great time now, i hope *thinks* haha, anyways today we went to school because there's a rumour of the cca registration thingy is being held today, sekaaaliiii~ we(me rif fy syd) went up arah tcher's staffrum, and saw this notification telling that the cca thingy today for the MB1's n MA4's only!!, *pffffffllugghhh* what da heck?! buang masa saja coming to school! heh!

then we went menalur-ing at the teacher's cafe, talking, eating M&Ms, talk again, behind us ada the 3 wellknown kripus jambutes n pututes and the gang, dunno why the heck durang disana, and soo, we were waiting for c ainuk n mijah, both were late, then we went bowling, rif brought her kutu, and the game was short though. i din play, malas ku, im not in d mud, mybe next time

andddddddddd, ENCHANTED ahhhhhh bila........???????

2007-11-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

spending some time editing this lovely picture while waiting for a good wireless connection hahaha, damn~

time form one ni~ ~ ~ hehehhehe

awwwwwwhhh, look how really small we were in those times, haha

my lovely date to remember

2007-11-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

15th November 2007..... yes, Happy Birthday to me, Nabilah Suhairah, alai, kaka bilah, bil, suhairah, sue...

17 years olready this year, tua udah ah? yep, and yet most of the ppl still think im in Form3, (14yrs) hahah, wth, nyways, im going to tell you wat happened on that day, MY day, haha..

-START-

15th Nov,

Dear diary..

i woke up, for the first time, by the alarm not by my dad,hehe at 4.30pm, i was the first one using the bathroom! put on my uniform, start to read my physics notes, then i just rememberd that today is my birthday!! "hepi bafday you", i muttered to myself, my mind wandered for a while finding hard to believe that im 17 now, one more year to get my driving license!! out kan? , hah i know~

my dad woke up then wished me bday and we hugged, then my mum came to my room shortly after that, she made this smile which is wonderful, showing that she's proud of her daughter turning 17 kali, haha, sweet seventeen she said.. then as usual my siblings greeted me as well, had my breakfast, then went to school.

at school, syd was the first to greet me, she hugged me of cors, then fy was there jua, then nul came and say hey bil, and my mind was like , "DATS IT?!" (haha sorry nul), then rif n miz came and everyone was busy revising for phy, i thought, maybe pasal phy exam this morning, evryone seemed to "forget" my bday, how sad.. haha

thennn, after exam finish, my dad was so late picking me up, thank god still hav rif syd fy, arrived home, mum said something "krg patang jalan", owh okay watev, i was so sleepy that time, then my siblings balik, then at 1.30ish they went for ugama school again.

at 2ish pm, i was in my rum, limpang2 reading Nick Sparks's, my speaker was a bit loud, then my mum came in suruh tukar baju, i was like malas eh bla bla, kai bju rumah ja, ahha, then minutes after that, my mum came in, again, ask me to go down, wait my dad datang then we can jalan, but then, out of the blue, my mum asked me to ambil her brown slipar from the kitchen, i was like "whhaaat, why the heck her slipar doing in the dapur?!" and i walked towards the kitchen's door..

then..... all of the sudden, i saw miz rif nul fy and syd, came out from my kitchen !!! "argghh shit!" i shouted, they sang the bday song while i was hugging each one of them, nothing can describe how suprised n happy i was at that time, i nearly cried wah, haha, yes, im suprised guys, and i wanna say thanks once again, thank you so much guys, LOVE IT!! they bought me this big choc fudge, it was two of them haha,not to mention sushi, our all time favourite, god sudah tah kanyang bakas lunch, kana paksa lagi haha, then after that they crashed my rum, arggh, alum besapu kaliah bilik ah! haha, but it was fun tho, we talked , miz syd were playing with my lappy, then they went home, we hugged again, and din know how my right hand telanggar mua c fy, haha, oops! but it was so short bh, the time i mean, i wish it wud stayed longer, but hey, it was lovely my dearies, nice sweet n simple bday suprise , awwwhh *cry cry* hahaaha

then, miz msged me, telling the psr results came out oready, omg, my sis! i hav to admit i was a bit nervous bout this, then my dad got a call from kaka dayang, pj's mum, then handed the phone arah my sis, time atu aku baru turun tangga i think?, then she started screaming her head off, haha, "okay, 5a th tu"i said to mum haha, then i hugged her , which was pretty weird, cause i rarely do dat, haha

nyways, night time was great also, having great time reading the bday wishes thru emails,frenster,facebuk, then tried webcamming wit syaz, but cannot! bluurggghhhhhhhh

okay thats it, im tired now, wanna sleep , gudnight my diary~ see ya tmrw hehehe =)

-END-

hahaahah, i shall remember this for my entire life..! thanks a lot guys..! owh the choc n the big card also, thanks, and for heaven sake's, stop all this jambut stuff wah!!! ahha, he's into inul juaa, haha but ksian him, ainul want c chan udah =p

dear Scorpio~

2007-11-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

i was bored in this particular nite, so i went surfing the net and got stuck with this horoscopes, im not a believer, but i do read them just for fun, but sumtimes i do feel some part of it are soo true...hrmm? o well, okay read this

People often draw back visibly when someone says he or she was born in November,
murmuring, "Oh, you're a Scorpio!" either in frank fear, or in awe and respect. Sometimes there's also a giggle that obviously refers to the legendary Scorpio passion.

Look at the eyes. They can be green, blue, brown or black, but they'll be piercing with hypnotic intensity. Most people feel nervous and ill at ease under Scorpio's steady gaze. Scorpio eyes bore deeply into you, mercilessly, as if they're penetrating your very soul. They are.

Scorpio has total ego. He knows what he is and he knows what he is not, and nothing anyone else thinks will change this knowledge. No matter how their emotions are stirred, youll rarely see them reflected on Scorpio's frozen, immobile face. These people proudly and consciously practice a blank expression. You'll seldom see Scorpio give himself away by blushing or flushing, frowning or grinning. Smiles are rare, but genuine.

If you're sensitive, don't ask his opinion or advice. You'll get the naked, brutal truth. You asked him, hell tell you. Scorpio will not pay a false compliment to gain a point or win an ally. It's beneath him to flatter. When he says something nice to you, treasure it. You can be sure it's sincere and unvarnished.

Scorpio is intensely loyal to friends. Don't believe everything you hear about Scorpio selfishness. Instead, listen to some of the grateful people who have been on the receiving end of his wise counsel and generosity. Scorpio naturally attracts either fiercely loyal and dedicated admirers, or envious and spiteful enemies.

The female Scorpio has a deep, mysterious beauty. She's magnetic, proud and totally confident. But she has one secret regret. She was not born a man. (owwkay What?!)

and lots n lots.....

okay thats some of the stuff i read about my sign dat nite, which really made me thinking, maybe these horoscopes are true after all. but oh no no no, im not gna believe this stuff like 100%! haha just for fun meh~ =P

just some random stuff to talk about

2007-11-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

"we so in loooovvve~~ la la la la~~ you are my baby love my baby love~ ~ ~"

sounds familiar? hahah its one of Nicole's songs, its quite annoying for me , but sumtimes it can be so catchy,like yesterday i cant stop singing dat song, haha, esp the "la la la la" part !

hrmm,i miss class actually......

Ms Lim's maths class, her all-time favourite line when she see me talking with nurae "SUHAIRAH!!!! DO YOUR WORK!!" ,

Ms. Ivy's class, her "bitchy" luk was a great entertainment during chem class,hehehhe, its not easy being in front in class u know! miz n i cant stand not to laugh wen she put that look on her face, until our faces become red tu sumtimes

Mr.Ray's GP class, sigh~ so fun! all his sarcastic/mean remarks, but its fun though hearing all his stories, his movies the "dead poet society" n "simone" ahah, love them

Mdm.Koo's phys class!!!!!!!! ahhaahhhhaha owh godd, the funnest class ever, wanna know why? ahah, well i have to admit that i enjoyed her teaching so much, maybe dats why i kinda like physics so much, but here's the thing, my dear lovely teacher is getting old, she kips on forgetting stuff nowadays..

"ghh eghh, aii..aiii, haaa...hhaaoww,opolliloop" hahahaa dats some inside jokes Kimah and i shared during phy class, no dirty thoughts lah!, its just an immature thinking, ahahaaa

and if you guys noticed, opolliloop is my url name :D *points at the top of your screen*